The love. The joy. The happiness.. it is all gone now.. i have only a small amout of love in my heart left.. my heart is black.. it feels like its being stabed over and over again.. i just want to crawl into bed and never leave.. i want to sleep.. thats it.. all i want to do is get out of deer park and sleep.. i cant take this anymore.. and if one more person says that im being dramatic.. i will slit my throat right infront of them… im so sick of no one bleieving me. “oh cyndi cut the crap” “oh cyndi just relax” “cyndi comeon stop lieing” “cyndi ur being stupid” NO MORE!!!!!!!! ive had enough of this fucking bull shit!!!!!!!! I GIVE UP!! IM DONE!!!!! i wont listen to one more person to tell me to cut the shit!!!
Game Over………
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Are you having relationship problems.
im having everything problems.. what kind of relationship are you talking about?
boy/ girl?
no not really.. i mean the guy i like doesnt like me. but thats not the sorce of my problems.
Sometimes, i wonder the same thing. i wonder who would miss me, if just one day, i left, and never looked back. would they think about me, when they go to sleep? would they wonder if i’m okay? I wonder if life, just…isn’t for me.
what do you do when you wonder ths? if you dont mind me asking?
The people you care about should miss you. ever one else so what. One day left what’s that mean. One day left to live?
Read it wrong opps