I find myself thinking of suicide all day long in everything I do. I read online about a guy who tied a rope around his neck and to a stationary object and got in his car and drove off decapitating himself. I think this would be a painless and quick way to go however I would feel badly for the person who finds me afterwards. Does anyone have ideas on how to end it without traumatizing innocent people?
I would give you my background but I am not looking for anyones pity or for anyone to talk me out of it. There is nothing on this earth for me to live for.. I have tried to get help but everyone is so fake that it just pissses me off more. I stumbled across this site looking for suicide methods and thought I could leave some last words here since I won’t be leaving a suicide note.
To my parents, I love you both and I want you to know this is not your fault. Please do not cry for me because whatever is after this life is better than where I am now. Think of the good times we had when I lived at home with you and not the way I am now.
I am going to read through this site for a.couple of days to see if it helps at all, Â it is nice to see I am not the only one who has made the decision to relieve the pain the only way I know how.
Good luck to the rest of you, Â I hope you can find peace.