I find myself thinking of suicide all day long in everything I do. I read online about a guy who tied a rope around his neck and to a stationary object and got in his car and drove off decapitating himself. I think this would be a painless and quick way to go however I would feel badly for the person who finds me afterwards. Does anyone have ideas on how to end it without traumatizing innocent people?
I would give you my background but I am not looking for anyones pity or for anyone to talk me out of it. There is nothing on this earth for me to live for.. I have tried to get help but everyone is so fake that it just pissses me off more. I stumbled across this site looking for suicide methods and thought I could leave some last words here since I won’t be leaving a suicide note.
To my parents, I love you both and I want you to know this is not your fault. Please do not cry for me because whatever is after this life is better than where I am now. Think of the good times we had when I lived at home with you and not the way I am now.
I am going to read through this site for a.couple of days to see if it helps at all, Â it is nice to see I am not the only one who has made the decision to relieve the pain the only way I know how.
Good luck to the rest of you, Â I hope you can find peace.
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I know you said you don’t want anyone to talk you out of it and I am not going to tell you not to,but I am going to reach a hand out to you and let you know I am here if you wanna talk about anything.Why?Because I’ve had these bad thoughts for many years and I just wanted someone to lisen to me scream yell cry talk about my pain and I had to do it all by myself.I’m not saying me listening will help you,but maybe it will. nurnberg31@yahoo.com i also have messenger with the same sn.Please contact me,I am more than willing to listen and be there.
http://www.yutopian.com/religion/theology/painlesssuicide.html
So, why not just go and tell us about your background. I think this is important because you would get a feeling of how bad it really is or not. Chances are it is not as bad as you think.
You speak of the way you are now compared to how it was to be at home. Well, is it not possible to sit with your parents for a while ? would they be happy to have you with them ?
You do sound like a good person, with very good feelings and sensitivity so such persons should always be welcome. Wouldnt it be possible that you gather with them ?
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That’s a concern of mine as well. I’m seriously thinking of jumping of a bridge. I hope I can just sink to the bottom and never be found. I’m don’t know why you feel this way but I hope you can find some reasons to live. Good luck.
I suggest sitting in a car that’s turned on parked in your garage. But you have to leave a note on the garage door saying that you’ve decided to suicide using carbon monoxide. So the police can see/ambulance.
Or you can stick your head in the oven.
@Tiffany You obviously dont know what you are doing. First you can be charged with assisting to suicide. That is a federal offense. Second you are projecting your own world and try to have it realised on someone elses at his expense inciting him to commit suicide. If you have nothing good to say shut the phuck up.
lightsout, I dont want to cross the line, but I believe that we live for a reason. and the reason is not to finish all the pains by this way. all your sufferings.. all your fights.. just wont worthy anymore. its not fair.