Ive been on and off with the same girl for 2 and a half years. I’ve been in love with her since i was 15. I moved to floriday from illinois to be with her, just after my 18th birthday. I thought everything was fine,i was very happy with her.Â
After a few days, she no longer showd me much affection. She was playfull but not intamate. She broke up with me after 12 days of me being there. the night before i left she told me that it wasnt cuz of anything i had done.it was because she was falling in love with her new friend that she works with.
Im back in illinois now. But im hurting so bad. as soon as i find out the most painless way..im going to kill myself. There is no questioning it. im done with life.
My Name is emily. i was bornÂ in december 1992.