I’m repeating the leaving cert in Ireland and I’m thinking a lot about killing myself…. I just got suspended for a bullshit reason (two lads were using my boxing gloves to fight each other… and I got blamed :/) they were after me for a while now and finally got me with somthing… I feel very jealous of these guys cus they always get off scott free where as I get fucked over by the vice principal. I hate my life and Im going nowhere… I beat myself up in a classroom yesterday and the counsiller walked right past, saw me , and walked away. Noone gives a fuck really… seeing as Ive the week off I was thinking trying to swim to America and sending a valentines card to my counsiller… Ive always thought this would be a good way to kill myself, seeing as its not really suicide.. I just happen to drown on my way to America…
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Please don’t do it. The school you are now in may be very bad, but life after you finish school will be better.
well I’ve got a whole week of suspension to think bout it… Things are just really shitty atm and Im going through bouts of depression… your probably right but I dont think I can take much more of this
really please dont do it i knoe life seems really shitty and really hard buht you have to rember that theres a light at the end of the tunel