Hey my name is pat. I’ve been depressed for about 2 years now, It’s not the fear of killing myself that scares me its just the overwhelming fatigue of despair. Sometimes I’ll have loss of appetite or excessive exhaustion, obsessive thinking about negative thoughts and high anxiety or minor stomach pains. I keep my opinions to my self and try to help people a lot, even if it’s just little things like buying someone food for break or something. I’m 19 years old and don’t have any friends or a girl friend, and sadly it doesn’t phase me. If only people could see it through my perspective for a week their mentality would break. No one ever keeps me in mind or calls me back, which leaves a negative outlook on my conscious, it makes me question if im acting weird or said something wrong or maybe it’s just people are pricks. I’m tired of trying to fit in really, I dont have the enthusiasm to pretend im alright anymore. Ok well thanks for reading im bored of myself now.
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I’ll be your friend.
Hey Pat….be who you are bros. , it’s best to find a way to fit in with yourself-who cares what other people think. There’s only 1 you, and that’s all you need concern yourself with. You can’t change others mentality, you can only change your own perspective….keep doing what you’re doing with an elevated Spirit as best you can. There’s nothing to worry about otherwise. You sound like a really good guy who seems to get bogged down by the negativity around him….just a sense….Keep fightin’ bros….Cheers!
Hi pat i can relate to all that. So where you from? Have you gone to the docs for you depression?