I’m here. I’ve calmed down for now, just a bit scared. I always used to wish I didn’t exist and I was fine with that, but now it’s changing to actually wanting to die.
I was getting better and starting to make friends, but then I was pushing them too hard and forcing them to pay attention to me and then hating myself when they stopped talking to me.
If I was them, I would stop as well, and I know that when I do talk to them, so I think I want to be hated.
Im sorry things arnt going your way right now, but dont lose hope. I know you are going through allot of bad stuff right now, allot of stuff that could tip you over the edge, but there are people here who care enough to want to help you. Dont give up the fight x
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I have hate myself for years and I don’t wanna be hear anymore either
How old are you?
do u have skype? g—mail?
I am 18
I have gmail if ur talking to me I don’t have skype
aseibel 92@ gmail.com with out spaces
Magictroll-you ok, what’s happening?
I’m here. I’ve calmed down for now, just a bit scared. I always used to wish I didn’t exist and I was fine with that, but now it’s changing to actually wanting to die.
I was getting better and starting to make friends, but then I was pushing them too hard and forcing them to pay attention to me and then hating myself when they stopped talking to me.
If I was them, I would stop as well, and I know that when I do talk to them, so I think I want to be hated.
I dont know what its like to get a divorce but i was just recently dumped after 2 years im sorry this is happening to you…
Im sorry things arnt going your way right now, but dont lose hope. I know you are going through allot of bad stuff right now, allot of stuff that could tip you over the edge, but there are people here who care enough to want to help you. Dont give up the fight x
The samaritans are useless.
If you need someone to talk to, I’m here:
just_another_ymarik_luvr@yahoo.com