“Help, I have done it again. I have been here many times before. I hurt myself again today. And, the worst part is: there’s no one else to blame. Be my friend. I am weak. Ouch, I have lost myself again. I’ve lost myself, and I am nowhere to be found. I think that I might break. I’ve lost myself again, and I feel unsafe.”
I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m lost. For one, all of my friends have betrayed me. They left me here to fend for myself. I’m all alone. There’s nobody who’ll listen. There isn’t anyone here to talk to. My parents hate everything that I am, and they can’t wait until I am gone. I’m only 15. I can’t do it all on my own. I sit in my room alone, listening to my music… it’s my only escape. I cry myself to sleep EVERY night.
I don’t want to feel this pain anymore.
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Hello Alone,
I happened to stumble across this site and then I saw your post. I was a single parent. I raised my son all alone. He is now 23. I wasn’t the mother I should have been for him and now we don’t talk anymore. I cry inside my heart 24/7 for him. And everyday for a year I wanted to die. I not only felt alone, I was litterally alone.
That’ was until I started to recognize Jesus for the friend He truly is.
Alone, you are not alone, you are never alone. Jesus says I am with you even to the end of the age.
Even if you feel your parents hate you, they don’t. You just can’t see it and I know you just don’t feel it.
Teeangers world, I can’t imagine how crazy it is for you guys trying to survive. It’s even more confusing for us as parents to reach you kids because, you’re right, we don’t know what you are dealing with. We want to think we know so that we feel we have some sort of power in protecting you, but we don’t. And we…they are probably just as scared as you are.
But don’t give up, don’t ever give up. Seek to become the person God created you to be. Reach for your Bible and read 1 John.
It was because Jesus found me that I survived and it is because of HIM that I am able to get throug another day.
I will add this site to my favorites and I will check back often.
God Bless you, and I will pray for both you and your parents.
Things will get better. I promise.
its only 3 years till you’re legally allowed to move out.
stay in school and study as hard as you can. you’ll get into a good career. and be able to escape faster. and life will be how you planned it to be. i know its hard. you feel like theres no one who cares about you. im 16.. I know the feeling. But truth is. theres a reason your still here.
Theres a point you were put on this planet. and its to be what you wanna be
prove everybody wrong. show them that you’re better than what they think you are. theres always people here who care about you ♥
Talk to a counselor at school. They want to listen and help you.
relax to get your stress levels low ,when you get depressed you get tired though you don’t do any work ,read some books if you like reading. go out wherever you feel comfortable you are only 15 you can make some new friends , this time make friends who are very much like you. if you want to discuss more reply
Thanks. I really appreciate you all taking the time to help me out. I don’t really know what else to say. Thanks again. 🙂 🙂