I can’t do anything in my life that I want to. I just don’t aee it going anywhere worthwhile. I tried to follow my passions but apparently I can’t do that, so what point is there in lfe if you have nothing to live for?
I’ve tried to go to my school’s counseling center but it takes a month to get an appointment and I need help NOW.
I have no one to talk toÂ about it. My boyfriend claims he cares but I know he’s too busy with his own little world and the girl that has a crush on him. I think he allows it because he likes the attention, but he doesn’t see that I’m slowly dying. How could he….
I fI had a gun, I’d blow my brains out. or lay my head on a railroad track. but I really don’t have any privacy since i’m away at college. I don’t know what to do.
and to all the assholes who tell me i’m going to hell for suicide- i’ll see you there you bigoted motherfuckers.