I can’t do anything in my life that I want to. I just don’t aee it going anywhere worthwhile. I tried to follow my passions but apparently I can’t do that, so what point is there in lfe if you have nothing to live for?
I’ve tried to go to my school’s counseling center but it takes a month to get an appointment and I need help NOW.
I have no one to talk to about it. My boyfriend claims he cares but I know he’s too busy with his own little world and the girl that has a crush on him. I think he allows it because he likes the attention, but he doesn’t see that I’m slowly dying. How could he….
I fI had a gun, I’d blow my brains out. or lay my head on a railroad track. but I really don’t have any privacy since i’m away at college. I don’t know what to do.
and to all the assholes who tell me i’m going to hell for suicide- i’ll see you there you bigoted motherfuckers.
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I kind of hope he sees this and gets upset. I am so mad at everyone in the world, and I don’t care who has to clean me up. If you can’t help me with my mess of a life, you can clean up after me when it’s all over. Your fucking choice.
sorry if i sound so mean. i just am frustrated beyond reason. i need something to get me out of this place
Please keep trying to get an appointment at the counseling center.
If you feel, shoot me a text kdilts… or a short email to 6473861718@vmobile.ca You’re not going to hell, let’s have a chat. If you can call long distance to Canada…great, if not I’ll fire up a calling card and lend an ear only if you feel it would be of help. Cheers!
Lol i love that last bit that just made me laugh thanks im having a bad day
I hate it when they tell you to wait, when you don’t need help in a month, you need help in the moment you’re standing there asking for it. You sound like you feel trapped, which is a horrible way to feel — no wonder you’re frustrated. And hell, if there’s an appropriate place to talk about that, it’s here, so don’t apologize.
And thank you for that last line. Right the fuck on. Whoever came up with the idea that suicides go to hell had an absolute lack of compassion.
3-thumbs up to your last line.
A good chuckle is nice for the people who lurk here 🙂