Bullied To Death.

When i was 5 i really had no friends, i was sad my family was going through a lot of things and i was alone until a new girl in school came.
She wasn’t exactly ‘pretty’ and she too was picked on. We became friends, best friends actually and we grew up together. In year 6 her dad got a new job an hour away and so she left and once again i was alone.
I started high school the next year and i was bulled, beaten up picked on EVERY day right up until i moved schools in year 9.
The last time i seen her, had been was when i was in year 9 which was 07′ and she was beautiful! So gorgeous, like an angel happy as could be. We just picked up from when we started, happy as can be but after she left that day we didn’t talk until Sept. 2010.
I got a phone call and she was crying, wanted too see me but as i physically couldn’t see her, but she was saying things like  she hate her life and she wanted too kill herself, and i didn’t pay too much attention too what she was saying as i was at a party. Two days later she committed suicide, taking her life with an extension cord in her room.
When i was told a week later and my heart broke in two. I had found out that a group of ‘popular’ girls had been giving her abuse, and it had really gotten to her.
They would give her every chance they had to show what ‘perfect’ lives they had and make her feel horrible.
My life from that day has changed dramatically, i CANNOT stand those who say they ‘want to kill themselves’ because their mother or father won’t take them somewhere, it aggravates me too the point of tears. I just wanted to tell my story, because 4 months on, and i still cry myself to sleep, i lye in bed wondering if i COULD have gone too see her if things would be different, and that you should really listen to those who need it the most, because suicide really effects a person, friends and mostly family.
I’ve gone into deep depression, and i have too thank my boyfriend Mat for being their through it all, your amazing <3
Thankyou.