I wake up everyday around 5am breathing fast anxious to start the day because I have no future. I become more buried when I see the thousands of people at my uni. laughing and doing well in classes with ease. Family/school problems have done lead me to this point and I honestly just want to end it. I’m sure at this point everyone I talk to can see and hear the anxiety and depression in my voice and face. I can’t compete in this world and I’m reminded of that everyday and that’s all I can think about.
I have nothing to look foward to and want out of this world.