I feel so lost but I have no reason. I have been blessed with a family that loves me and friends that’s care but yet I feel like everything is all an act. Its easier to pretend to be happy then to let people know the truth…I cut myself but the real pain is inside…my friend saw my cuts and just told me I was stupid..made me feel worse he just doesn’t understand…my bff sees it as a joke bc I don’t think she’s knows how to take it…I take my depression out on my family & friends…just makes things worse I feel like if I just end everything everyone else would be better off
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I think a lot of people have difficulty dealing with stuff like that. They would only react worse to your death.
Please don’t kill yourself. No one would be better off.
Don’t feel bad if you have to let it all out sometimes. It’s hard for any one person to handle the burden.
If you think there’s no reason for you to be depressed, then you might consider seeing a doctor.
I hope this helps. Good luck and hold on.
talk to someone bout it
it helped me
even if u call kids line
its over the phone
i did that that helped too
but yeah
well i hoped i helped abit
good luck
I’ve been going no where for quite some time too. A lot of us want to run away from it, for obvious reasons. However, I do my best to own it…..Kind of like what Dr. Phil says…you can change what you don’t acknowledge….we know we’re depressed but we’re ashamed about it. I got tired of faking it with my family, I go with the reality. I’m not who I was, and can’t do what I used to…..I am real with myself instead of beating myself up about it. I think you’re a gal, and seem great-families don’t like addressing the elephant in the room…..in some native cultures when someone is sick it is looked upon as a blessing and the tribe aids and supports that person. That seems to make a lot more sense than people labeling it or being scared. Fear is the #1 reason we don’t deal with situations that are out of the norm. You have been blessed, and your family has the opportunity to show how much they care and love you and you should not feel bad-that’s reality, you’re not defective….I know it sucks but you’re precious to those around you. Keep the knives in the drawer and give yourself a hug….lol-while I think of it I’m going to give myself one…..ya….I am not in love with my experience, but I have learned self compassion and love for myself….I wish and encourage you to do the same….Cheers!
…cont’d-meant to say you can’t change what you don’t acknowledge.
Thanks…I’ve tried changeing…and some days I feel stupid thinking this thoughts but sometimes these thoughts make more sense then reality