Hello, Im 14 years old and i was raped 4 times in 2 years.. My mom and dad said stuff such as We dont want you, we wish you had a misscarrage, You’ll never get married, the usual iHate you. My dad abused me. Then iHave one half sister and we fight all the time. Every day iThink to myself.. Why am i Alive.. Why does anyone talk to me. ICut myself… Ive been cutting myself for like 2 years. IGot involved into drugs and alcohal. Or however you spell it. People think im just faking all of it. IHad a good relationship untill school got involved.. The usual oh lets steal her man. But then iGot into other stuff.. Such as dating girls.. But this one person im madly in love with they dont get how much iLove them.. And im trying to tell them but they wont listen. Its like everyone uses me. im juss done trying to be the person everyone wants me to be.. Im not perfect and iMight not be the kid you want but at least im someone. ICant live a life that doesnt want me. It feels like the world is out to get me.. IHave to hide the tears from my parents.. Because im scared that they’ll hurt me or something. Im juss tired of it..
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I’m not a professional or anything, but u might wanna look into a mental hospital close to u. There u will get the help u need. It saved my life once and it do the same to yours.
Ive triied but maah mom wont…
Don’t be who everyone wants you to be.. be yourself.
Life’s too short as it is
I know its hard to bare. but just hold your head up as high as you can.
It’s only a short amount of time before you can move out and away from everything/everyone, even though it seems like forever.
you deserve better. honestly.
nobody should control your life. you’re your own person. not a doll.
there’s always someone who will be there for you..that you might not even know. Don’t listen to what other people have to say. you shouldn’t have to live to please anyone but yourself. be who you are. and who you want to be
life’s too short to end it early ♥
My deepest sympathies to you. Do you have anyone you can really talk to about everything your feeling? Maybe a school counseller could be a place to turn. Life seems harsh and no one as young should have to have been exposed to what you have been through and the fact your still here and have the strength to write about it shows a lot of inner strength. You have a place in life, everyone does. You have your whole life ahead of you and you can do anything you want, times are tough now but if you make it through then you become whoever you want, these early struggles don’t define you forever. be careful how much you invest in others and always remember to try and be happy with yourself most of all. I hope your ok as you sound like you have a lot to offer the world.
I won’t tell you to stop because that would be hipocritical but a lot of drugs and alcohol and depression aren’t a good mix, I was told to stop by a proffessional. I know they seem to provide a good escape but maybe just try and keep it in moderation if you still think you need them.
Thats the thiing..IDont have anyone iiCan really talk to about thiis.
I’m so sorry, sweetie. I wish there was some way I could help you.
Raped 4 time’s what? who raped you? did you tell the police? Your mum/dad sound like frist rate asshole’s
IDont even remember…
Email me please. You are so precious and God loves you. There is an amazing link of a precious woman who went through something so similar as you. Her parents told her in a courtroom that they wish she was never born and she was sexually abused in the orphanages she was in.
Love,
Adrianne
altera.ad@gmail.com
Hello
The solution is clear, if you let us help you we can help you. Definitively, and stay alive and live the life you deserve. Please give us a chance to help you. Write me at spain2003 ‘at’ yandex.ru Being underage in such terrible conditions you need to know that you are under protection by law. You cannot be left in such a monstruosity of a place feeling vulnerable.
I am actually giving you the opportunity to start fixing things but I cannot do it if you dont give me the means.
hugs