Hello, Im 14 years old and i was raped 4 times in 2 years.. My mom and dad said stuff such as We dont want you, we wish you had a misscarrage, You’ll never get married, the usual iHate you. My dad abused me. Then iHave one half sister and we fight all the time. Every day iThink to myself.. Why am i Alive.. Why does anyone talk to me. ICut myself… Ive been cutting myself for like 2 years. IGot involved into drugs and alcohal. Or however you spell it. People think im just faking all of it. IHad a good relationship untill school got involved.. The usual oh lets steal her man. But then iGot into other stuff.. Such as dating girls.. But this one person im madly in love with they dont get how much iLove them.. And im trying to tell them but they wont listen. Its like everyone uses me. im juss done trying to be the person everyone wants me to be.. Im not perfect and iMight not be the kid you want but at least im someone. ICant live a life that doesnt want me. It feels like the world is out to get me.. IHave to hide the tears from my parents.. Because im scared that they’ll hurt me or something. Im juss tired of it..