well some people say i am really out going and that i should not cut myself but i cant help it!! the hole reason i do thatt is because my little sister died. the story is that i was baby sitting her and we where reading a book and some one broke into are house and we where hiddinng and the guy took her and killed her and i blame myself for it and so do my parents do to it all my falt and i no it so if she coulnt have a happy liffe i cant either because ever one in my family blames me and i blame myself to. my life sucks as hell not only do i cut myself my brother ddose it to because he thinks that everone hates him and no one ever wanted him in this life but he is the only one i look up to and thats another reason why i look up to him and i fallow in his footsteps and so if i do that means i am going to die when i am 13 who ever new that a 12 year old girl cuts herself already!!!! please help me give me somthing to think about and no go in my brothers steps and hang myself because thats were i am looking in my futrue!!!