Hey, I’m glad I found this website… amazing what you can find on Google…
It feels good to know now I can right everything that happens to me down now; It’s been a year since my suicicdal thoughts starting popping up. It used to be worse, but I’m so scared they’ll come back again. What’s even worse is that, when I do feel depressed, I feel like it’s right- it brings me some kind of shame and glory I can hardly begin to describe. I’m just a teen- not saying my age, don’t want anyone to be able to look at this and say, “Hey, I know that girl.” I’ve got my whole life ahead of me. I’ve always wanted to be a writer and a doctor, and I try to act like everyone else… But it doesn’t work that way, I guess. Each day just goes by leaving me feeling worse, and it feels like digging myself into a ditch I won’t be able to climb out of….
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Yeah this websites good and very addictive. Have you gone to the doctors bout your depression?
I can relate. I too can compare and I too am a teen.
It’s hard to live with this pain but you must fight. Talk to someone, even if it’s your cat. You have a future, you said it yourself. That is what will keep you alive and fighting depression. When you’re sad, just realize that you have a future as a doctor and a writer and that no matter what life throws at you, nothing will stop you from achieving those dreams.