i cant do this anymore. everything that can go wrong in my life, is going wrong. i moved out of my parents house to live with my girlfriend of 3 years. my parents did not approve and have cut me off completely. they barely even talk to me anymore, and the only times they do, its to tell me what i regret i am. my girlfriend is the only person i had. shes the only one i lived for, and a few nights ago, i got really angry about her hanging out with a guy alot, and so i started drinking. i got really drunk, and i said alot of horrible things to her that i wish i never said. at this point she told me that she was leaving me for the guy that this whole fight was over even after she constantly reassured me that i didnt have anything to worry about with him. i tried to talk to her for 4 days straight, and the only answers i got were things like “i love you and care about alot, but i like him and i want to give him a chance”. ive been suffering from horrible depression for the last few months, and this put me past my breaking point. i slit my arm down to the bone, and had to go into the hospital to get it stitched up because it was so deep. when everyone asked me what happened i told them all that i flipped my quad and landed on something, because im too embarrassed to tell anybody the truth. im still here trying to get my girlfriend to give me another chance, and i fear that the next time i slice my wrists, i may not be so lucky as to come out of it. i cant leave my girlfriend because shes all i have, and without her im nothing.