I’m 15 years old and i’m from sweden..
I have a real bad life.. cause when i was 12 years i lost my Beloved mother, She was a real angel..i loved her so much and she took care of me and showed me attention..
And after all this time i’ve got all that shit back cause i’ve lost my friend.. Who hanged him self
And i meet 3 people wich i got really close to.. And i don’t have a fucking idea why but i lied pretty much for them, i just wanted the attention and i was in a relationship with one of them..
And i told them..today that i have lied about several things..And i lost her and the other 2..they were so close to me and i ruined it..
And i have been thinkin alot about my friend, and my mother and of those 3 friends who left me cause i lied..i don’t blame them..
And i regreat so much that i lied about things.. And i have been sad for a long time and people has been saying that i have to keep fighting.. i really can’t do it anymore.. i just wanna go to sleep and never wake up again.. So please.. can anyone give me any advice!
And please.. if i kill myself.. Please give me advice of how to do it fast