I don’t know how did I end up writing this and I don’t know if I’m gonna be bullying because of this, everything seems to be out of control in my life and no one seems to understand it, at least not my friends or family they say “You’re  just crazy” “Grow up” or for some reason everyone has a Phd in psychology and try to “help”… sometimes you just need to be listened instead of listen how great life is and how stupid suicide can be, they call me coward they think I’m just overreacting. I don’t want them to feel my pain, I just want they can understand, idk a hug a smile… anything better than a speech. I hate the person I became, I hate when people feel pity for me I just hate when everyone is against me and have no idea about what it feels to fail in everything.
But it’s just me I guess… at least that’s what they say
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I know how you feel the only help I have got from anyone I know really is, “Things will get better” Really? Will they? Now I feel much better, I wasn’t aware you were the oracle but there you go if you say it must be true. I’m not sure why most people don’t want to listen, or help in a real way, perhaps they just don’t want to believe life can go wrong. Most people have their own vision of the way things should be and if you don’t fit in then you just get cast off, they don’t want to believe they are the ones hiding from reality and have the real problem. The problem is without human contact you loose your mind but when people can be so stupid it is hard to find people to talk to that won’t drag you down.
pauls rite.Same thing here all ive gotten was “things will get better” or the classical “your just overreacting/being dramatic”they helped me so much thank you to all people who have told me that.The people who told you the same are just afraid of faceing both the truth and reality.I didnt wanna burden my friends with my feelings to so i quit telling them stuff.If you ever need to say stuff my emails animecat9@aol.com exactly how its typed now i might not be on all the time cuz i dont have a computer at home and i need to go to the library to use one but ill try and be their everytime but i wont pity you cuz you dont like that and i really suck at being sympathetic.
Feel free to email me if u like paul_eats_pies@hotmailc.om
Hey guys thanks for your comments I mean it’s good to know I’m not wrong and there’s people like me here’s my email lost_sawyer_4815162342@hotmail.com for some reason I can’t open this website sometimes hmmm weird… anyways thanks for reading I felt like weird when I wrote this post because it’s hard to talk about this issues specially when you drop this words they automatically say “Hey don’t be stupid” “life is amazing” and all that stuff I’m not online all time as well but I promise I will be as much as I can