I love it how people can come on this site and share their life story with us but still judge us by our posts. WTF DO YOU KNOW!? I may not be telling everyone everything on here. You don’t even know me and you’re JUDGING me by the first few posts you find? If you really understood and could “relate” then maybe you should shut your god damn mouth and let us be. YEAH, LIFE IS REAL FUCKIN BORING. How the hell do you know that’s the only reason some of us are hurting, dying inside, etc. What the hell do you know about us that we haven’t told you? Nothing. Why don’t you take a nice long look in the mirror before you judge us, you ass holes. Yeah, I post stupid shit sometimes about MY Tenma, and I am too afraid to commit suicide. But you know what, this site isn’t about me planning on committing suicide. This site is about suicide prevention and advice. You know what? Some girl ruined my fucking life and nearly got MY MOTHER taken away from me. She lied to the school and said that my mother beat me, which she does not. I cried for hours as the school interrogated me and shit. My dad hasn’t seen me in quite sometime, and honestly sometimes I forget I even HAVE A FATHER. At school, everyone makes fun of me and the one person I got along with began ditching me for FUCKING DRUGGIES and WHORES who like to call me a, and I quote, “Stupid fucking emo.” I HATE THE WORD EMO! IT DOESNT EVEN MAKE SENSE!!! I can’t make my feelings of hate and ever lasting thoughts of death go away. I can’t. I’ve been to counseling and shit, and you know what? I’ve had people die in my family, commit suicide, self mutilation, etc.
I don’t really give a shit if you think my life is “depressing” enough to be here. I need some FUCKING help, and I’m going to fight for that shit until you ass holes (the judging ones) learn your freaking place. All my life I’ve been looking for somewhere to fo with all of my hatred and shit, and when I find one I’m STILL judged!? What the hell is that!? If you “understand” this site at all, then you’d know that we’re all here to help and be helped.
DAMN I’m hungry. Ramen.