One person stopped emailing me after what I’m guessing was an attack of depression and no doubt suicide soon after. Now no one will tell me what the hell happened to my other friend who has tried committing suicide more than once. Why the hell!? Fuck you all. What the hell is the point of a friend if they deny you your friendship, they act friendly, piss you off, and then DIE!? What. The. Hell. Why the hell do I never make friends? THIS is why!
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can you blame them you are talking to suicidal people.
I never said all of them were suicidal. Now I would appreciate you take your sad little thoughts elsewhere.
look i am not being mean and i sure dont like people being mean to me
so on that note
if they deny your friendship thin what the hell can you do nothing about it cuz they must not want it.
and btw if you put it on the internt be ready for all kinds of comments
mine was nice
Your’s wasn’t “nice”, and to be on a suicidal site and give that kinda shitty advice won’t work.
Thank you, for pointing out to me the OBVIOUS and saying that they didn’t WANT my friendship. It’s a VERY comforting thought to know that I am UNWANTED by my own friends. Now shut up.
look your realy pissen me off
so stop trying to bit off peoples head and make them feel as worse as you do.
and i was just fucking saying
i can alredy tell what kinda problems you got but whatever
i am not gonna take my time in try and help you when i can see you wont let people help you
so God bless and i hope you do good
1; I’m pissing YOU off? Jesus, and I thought I was getting pissed. Man.
2; Grammar please.
3; Really, you’re just bad at this whole helping thing all around aren’t you?
4: Thank you good (Insert gender here), I hope we do not cross paths again.
one i have learning disabitily so whatever idc
and no i am not your just a jerk in a bad mood
and you got that right
…Wow, for someone who wanted to leave so bad you sure come back to check on me and my jerkish mood a lot.
I apologize for the grammar comment, but that shouldn’t make it so you’re unable to have a little punctuation here and there.
what do you mean buy leave (your first part doent make sense have i talk to you b4)
and i trying to relearn all that gramer stuff cuz i cant remember it all so ones again i kinda dont care but that could just be my depression so ya. 🙂
@starry eyed loser are you talking about people from this site?
-Sigh- I could care less about you, really.
And no, but you were in such a rush to leave me and my jerkish nature. Now, why don’t you just leave and shit instead of being here and pissing me off, this is very classified as harassment you know. I suggest you don’t comment again.
CONTI: No, I’m talking about people I know in real life..
haha whatever i am never in a rush to leave i guess thats one thing you dont know about me.
it doenst matter how much or how bad people treat me i still wanna help thats just who i am.
but ok i am gone i know when to go.
and makeing you made sorry
we both seam to behaving a shitty day
buy
Obviously you don’t know when to go, and I really don’t care if you reply or not anymore, I’m having fun with this stupidity. You’re trying to act amazin’ but really you..just aren’t. And no FUCKING Duh I’m having a bad day, you ass.
I’m so sorry. I hope someday you’ll meet a true friend who sticks around.
I think a lot of people with problems spend so much energy dealing with their own life (or lack thereof) to spend energy on others, thus they end up being self-centered. It’s a real shame.
I know it’s probably an obvious thing… but did you try emailing them back? If you did, try again, they might just be too worn out to talk… not necessarily dead. If they are dead, then I suppose one could only pray for them and move on. 🙁 But yeah, I know it’s hard.
If you feel like it, you can talk to me. I promise not to ditch you, but I don’t promise to always say the right thing… I have a tendency towards making stupid comments… But I’ll try to be understanding and not critical. Well, anyway, here’s my email if you want to chat: neverknown(at)hushmail(dot)com
NeverKnown; I just don’t understand. A friend of three years claims I don’t even know her. I know its not true, but would one really try so hard to fit th part of, dare I say it, emo? (I don’t believe it really exists accept for those who are stupid and don’t understand EMO it EMOTIONAL.)
I know there could be chance they’re alive, and I’ve tried emailing them, but I’m giving up hope…
Thank you
if it was a girl did you think she could be going threw a hard time and is somewhat scared (or/and she doesnt know what to do or how to ask for help) so her goal could be to make you mad so if she does something it wouldnt hurt you or others as bad as it would if yall were friends.
and i can tell you took my first comment out of content
People suck! Sometimes i think your better off alone
LSTYD: PLEASE GO AWAY! Your advice is obviously not what I need, you’re just pissing me off. You don’t know her, and you don’t know me, so why don’t you get the hell out of here already!!!
CONTI: I know, I have had the alone thing before. It just never occured to me that I actually had a best friend..
Yeah… sometimes friends change for the worse. She’s trying to fit some sort of stereotypical “Emo”? (Ok, emo’s really a music genre) Maybe she is just confused and doesn’t know herself.
Goodness… Do you have any way of contacting them other than email? Or do they live far away?
This is indeed frustrating.
But don’t give up hope. Hold on to it as long as you can; meanwhile, try to make new friends. You can’t rescue them if they’re dead.
Be strong.
my name is sucks so call me that.
and thats advice from a girl that might be true
and your right i dont know her but its just something to think about but you will never know until you ask
She’s just a follower. She does whatever her favorite friend is doing… She’s stupid really.
No, this was the one person that I only knew by email.
It’s hard to be strong when everything you know is crumbling.
Yeah, it’s easier to say “make new friends” than to actually do it. And then, who’s to say the new friendship won’t be painful as well?
But, for me anyway, that’s life I guess. Sometimes you just end up having to take chances and go through pain to reap some benefits eventually.
LSTYD: I’ll call you what I want on MY post, now go.the.fuck. AWAY.
Sorry – wrote previous before your post appeared on the screen.
Ouch. I know some people like that. Honestly, I think it’s a form of insecurity and low self-esteem. But you can’t change her.
Sad. I’m not sure there’s any way to really know for sure what happened unless she replies. Maybe… just maybe… her email account was deleted/suspended? That happened to me before.
Very, very true. I guess no amount of words on a computer screen can really help anything in the long run. Is there anyone close you can talk to or can help you? Maybe family?
NeverKnown: I’ve tried making new friends. It’s always awkward and never the same.
Also, she said: “This is the last email you will be receiving from me. Goodbye.”
I know the feeling. I had a couple of best friends until they all went off into their happy little groups with other friends of mine, ultimately leaving me alone. Every friendship since then has been kind of shallow and short-lived, and yes, even awkward. Currently, I have only a couple of friends I talk to, and that’s only at school. Even then, a few good (not necessarily close) friends might help you through the bumpy times. You sure you can’t find any? It especially helps if you can talk to your mom or another family member. If it weren’t for my mom, I’d be dead right now.
Your online friend might not be dead, and it takes a lot of energy to write emails. I doubt you’ll hear from her again anytime soon. Give it a few months — if she doesn’t reply then she probably never will. But man, that was one cold email! Are you sure you would want a friend like that?
Why’d she tell you goodbye did you’s start fighting or something?
NeverKnown: I don’t have a chance at ever making close friends again.
CONTI: No. She told me she’d had an upsetting day, three days later I received the email.
I guess shes got issues to deal with dont take it personally maybe just give her some time and she’ll be ready to talk. If not then she wasnt much of a friend and im sure theres other people out there who would love to be your friend
: / Not a chance. Online friends never work out. And people in real life are all…you catch my drift.
There are about 7 billion people on Earth. Surely you can find someone?
Maybe not now… but things change, people change. I don’t see many 40 year old emos out there. 10 years from now, you’ll probably be surrounded by a completely different set of people.
It’s not easy to find a true, close friend. But maybe if you made a few “light” friends, they might become close friends. Just a thought…
To be honest, the only close friend I have right now is my mom. But if it weren’t for those “light” friends of mine, I would be pretty miserable.
And you are not a loser. Screw anyone who tells you otherwise.
I think that’s a good strategy – keep a lot of acquaintences and maybe a few will penetrate a “barrier” and end up becoming a close friend. Or even just a friend.
I find that a lot of people have issues with finding the “right” friends. Doesn’t matter who they are and if they’re depressed or not, it’s to do with the whole belonging scene.
Since I’ve lost my faith in humanity a long time ago and my one true friend has abandoned me for the second time… I’m not going to comment anymore on this. Leave it to the experienced?
Well honestly I think you allow your anger to get the best of you. You blew up at me for a simple misunderstand, so I can understand why people would not want to be around someone who gets angered so easily over simple mistakes.
I hope that when you grow up you will learn to take responsibility for your anger and stop blaming other people. You are the one who controls how you feel and act, and dumping it on other people is saying that people can control you. I do feel compassion for you because my sister suffers from anger management. I just hope that you will grow up to be a woman of dignity and respect and understand you are responsibly for yourself alone no matter what anyone else does.
As I had emailed you I am sorry for the miscommunication, but I can see you are not one to see reason or give forgiveness. I hope that you take this all as advice and not an attack.
Praying.
-Sigh- I got pissed because when I said someone won’t talk to me you called them /stupid/. You didn’t ask about the situation first. And yes, I am a relatively ANGRY person. If people don’t like it, then they don’t. It’s ME. I stick up for people I love, I get away from the people I hate. I would appreciate it if you would STOP with “praying” crap. Seriously people, what the hell is the reason of being here if no one is going to be on MY side for the first fucking time? The things little mrs.Christianity said here could have easily gotten me hospitalized not only a month ago due to serious depression. What the hell.
I think when you grow up you will realize you’re responsible for yourself and you can’t blame other people for your problem. You can blame me for whatever you’d like but I know you’re just doing to to yourself and using others as a scapegoat so you don’t have to examine your anger.
And it seems your reasons for getting upset at me are just plain selfish. You don’t get everything you want and if you think you should or ever will you are quite mistaken. And the reason people probably don’t want to be friends with you is because you are so unreasonable and put too much pressure on the relationship. I will continue praying for you daily whether or not that suits your attitude. You push away good people.