I REALLY need a gun… help me please. I posted this last time and no one had any good answers. I know some one on here knows how to get one, especially if you don’t have any relatives that have one to steal. Please don’t give me advice on why I shouldn’t do it… I don’t want to be talked out of it.
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Why A gun? Why not something more accesable to you? Maybe you dont really want to“`
Thanks to the NRA, it’s pretty easy to get one. Do you live in the U.S.?
Let me tell you something that may or may not mean anything to you just recently my older sister who was 30 committeed suicide on Janurary 30th 2011 by starting a fire in her apartment and then shooting herself in the head but let me tell u something my sister didn’t die from the gun shot she more Likly died from choking on the smoke being paralyzed. I was a 20 year old brother with a sister who I loved very much but she had a disorder no one could help her with I recently found out she even blogged on this site this is how I found about about it her username was glamgirl even tho u may feel like no one cares do u let people around u try and help I know that was her problem she had Boarder line personality disorder I live with so much heartache everyday now knowing and regreating I could have done anything to help or save her if you ever need anyone to talk to or relate to plz u can talk to me I may be just a kid but I know how it feel and a gun doesn’t make it all go away
MikeyM1190
I am so sorry for you loss. That date I was trying to celebrate my fathers birthday, pretty hard to do when you think it was the 10th birthday without him due to him taking his life on 17/09/2001.
I agree with you. Meksb3 do you allow people to try and help you? Why is it you feel this is the only way? I believe there is always a way forward.
Please dont think I have no idea what you are going through. After my father hung himself in my bedroom, allowing me, a 16 year old at the time, find him, I had to deal with my mum trying to commit suicide twice. If my nan hadnt of just popped round our house the first time, she too would be gone. I too them tried to take my own life and was almost sectioned under the mental health act. My brother now, still has suicide tendancies, but he fights them, we all do because we cannot stand the thought of putting that pain, that we know all to well, on our family and friends.
I have a group on facebook called ‘Families dealing with suicide’
http://www.facebook.com/?sk=lf#!/group.php?gid=7383862180
Please come visit us. x
Hey Mikey, I am sorry for your loss-I lost my mom in 2001 and it shattered me….your sister posted a pic of herself and she looked way too young to be going through whatever it was-very pretty gal. She was persistent with her posts, and many did their best to counsel and support her–including myself.
In any death, the growth challenges remain for the people left behind-your sister was in a lot of turmoil and did her best, the way every other person on this forum is or any other person….People do care, but it’s each individual’s personal hell that becomes too much too take–it’s a lonely journey, and dark…and it does get to that point. Reality stinks…but it IS. If the universe allows the process to happen then it was meant to happen, otherwise she WOULD still be alive-that is how it works and I am not trying to make less of your loss. I have lost people too and that’s how I’ve learned to cope. If you were meant to save her, you would have….often things do not play out the way we want. There is no shame, or regret unless you want to look at it that way. No doubt you and your family will be mourning your sister and I hope in time you will be able to celebrate her life. Whenever it is my time, I would hope people do that. I’m 40, twice your age brother-and if I did not care I wouldn’t post this, and I didn’t know her….I have been counseled and counseled. You can help her by praying for her, and enlisting others to do so. You may not have been able to help her in life, but do not underestimate the power you have to help her now that she has passed on. Be well. My skype ID softsoul9 if you want to talk. Cheers!
o i know i really appreciate your post it means alot to me i more mad at the cops and stuff the story i could tell you about her last few days would really just blow ur mind and make u feel upset on how the system works