At 5:53 Febuary 11th 2011 my best friend tried to commit suicide… She took 30 benadryls… She wasn’t successfull, but was it my fault? Well we were more than best friends we were way more… You can say sisters, best friends, but to me she was my love.. She tried to take her life because i was hers… I left… She wanted more i didn’t… She was taken to the hospital, i wasn’t allowed to see her.. I was suppose to be giving her space to get help, no one would tell me anything.. No would tell me what was going on, if she was dying, or if she was dead… The last words i said to her was “get out of my car!” Next thing i know she was gone… i guess there are a million reasons going on in my head that it was my fault… Wouldn’t you think the same… She is okay now… but i don’t think i am…
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You sound like a very caring person. There world needs people like you.
It;s cruel to keep people apart. I think it does more damage in the long run. People should be able to talk things out. Lack of communication never helps anything.
I hope you become better friends now
i hope you have learned the lesson, she could have died, and even though you didnt do it out of malice, your insensitivity nearly killed her.
i hope you grow up now and realize that life is too short to reject love