I always have to smile. Even though I have to live with the piece of shit I am forced to call my father. He used sexually and phsyically abuse me, yet I have to respect him. My mom thinks that I’m making all of this up. All of my closest friends are dead due to drugs or violence. The world is filled with so much blind, ignorant hate. I get preached by the church to be accepting while they damn me for being bisexual. I spend time studying and getting good grades, but for what? Everything is pointless..