General by 77evergone77 3/13/2011 written by 77evergone77 3/13/2011 Somtimes I wish someone would just kill me. Save me from hurting anyone by ending it myself. But other times I’m content just to close my eyes and cut the hurt away. I feel so alone right now. I probably sound pathetic and weak and stupid. Sorry. 16 comments 0 Email Related posts Loooney Bin 10/22/2021 Birthday depression 10/21/2021 Why Are People Such A**holes These Days? 10/21/2021 I hate… 10/21/2021 They meant a lot. 10/21/2021 Recovery 10/20/2021 I Just Want to Go 10/20/2021 No choices left 10/20/2021 The brink of addiction 10/20/2021 I think I’m being abused 10/19/2021 16 comments happypill 3/13/2011 - 12:57 am It dosnt sound pathetic. You just probley feel like me alone with no one to turn to. I suppose all we can do is hope things get better. Log in to Reply zdeathchanz 3/13/2011 - 1:00 am You are NOT pathetic. Do not EVER say that about yourself. Cutting can be good or bad, depending on the situation. Talk about whatever pain you are in and vent though, instead of doing that. Write. You can let us here listen to what you have to say. Log in to Reply 77evergone77 3/13/2011 - 9:25 am Why would anyone want to listen?! Log in to Reply notinteresting1 3/13/2011 - 1:42 pm Why wouldn’t we want to listen? You aren’t pathetic, every moment you remain alive shows your strength and many of us on here are proud of you for that. You aren’t alone here, even if you feel like it IRL. A lot of people know the sort of things you’re feeling and they won’t get mad or sad if you need to vent, rant or just talk about what’s going on and what you’re feeling. In fact, they’ll probably listen and understand where you’re coming from. Log in to Reply even 3/13/2011 - 8:09 pm Sometimes I walk around all day wishing someone would kill me, and when I know no one can hear I’ll even chant it like a mantra. I feel really alone too. I have friends, but they don’t suffer from this and only people like us can truly understand how we feel. (I used to cut too when I was a teen, but I stopped for whatever reason.) But I don’t think you sound weak and pathetic, I think you sound like all of us who share this suffering. Log in to Reply 77evergone77 3/14/2011 - 6:49 pm Thank you both for being understanding Log in to Reply hannah93 3/14/2011 - 7:08 pm Hi sage. You here? Log in to Reply 77evergone77 3/14/2011 - 7:49 pm Hannah?! Log in to Reply hannah93 3/14/2011 - 8:15 pm Hey. How are you? Log in to Reply 77evergone77 3/14/2011 - 8:35 pm I’m surviving I guess. You? Log in to Reply hannah93 3/14/2011 - 8:39 pm I’m doing good actually. Glad you’re still around. I’ve missed you a lot. Log in to Reply 77evergone77 3/14/2011 - 8:48 pm I’ve missed you too. 🙂 I’m glad things are good for you Log in to Reply hannah93 3/14/2011 - 8:49 pm What have you been up to? I liked your poems, btw. They were really nice. Log in to Reply 77evergone77 3/14/2011 - 8:57 pm Thanks. I was going to post others but it seemed pointless Log in to Reply hannah93 3/14/2011 - 8:59 pm Why is it pointless? We like reading them. Log in to Reply 77evergone77 3/14/2011 - 9:18 pm They don’t help anyone. They serve no purpose. An I doubt anyone really likes them at all. They’re probably just annoying Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.