I’m going to kill myself. I don’t know when. I don’t know how but Im going to end this. I just have to write it all down for my 2 sisters that I’m not related too. That’s all that’s keeping me here now. I was religionish before but god’s gone silent.
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What the hell happened?
How you can read so much that is so similar to me in such a short amount of time in mind boggling!
I’m so sorry you feel like this. I pray for you that God, who loves you deeper than you can know, makes Himself known to you and gives you the strengh to cope with your troubles or takes those troubles from you.
Hold on to your sisters: I’m sure they love you and need you to keep safe.
I wish I could be there to help you. Have you had medical help? Please speak with a doctor: real improvement in your ability to deal with problems and the nagative effects they have on you can be made, even if the cause can’t be removed.
You have my love and best wishes for a better tomorrow.
God doesnt fix problems the idea of an all powerful being causes more problems than it ever could fix to each there own but maybe therapy could help ive tried it and it didnt for me hell the only thing keeping me alive is i cant decide how i want to go but your sisters and family could help i have non that wants me so i dont have that crutch i hope you find something that helps though
I almost did it last night I almost killed myself. But instead found my phone instead of the pills. But instead I started texting my friend. Eventually I called him. I didnt know but got though similar stuff.