Don’t you dare say I’m not useless or pathetic because I just listened to my mom go on and on about how I never work hard enough or try to succeed. I did my fucking best in that competition today. Studied for months. Practiced. Worked for it. I thought I could prove to at least me that if I tried I could do SOMTHING with myself. But of course I lost. I couldn’t even place 6th. My whole school fuckibg lost the competition. But all I can think of now is my mom telling me that I’ll go no where if I continue like this.
I want to end it now. I’m home alone again. it would be so simple. Just a few cuts at least.