I know that feeling. The one that seems to erase everything from yourself, only leaving intact the pain for the moment when you’ll wake up. I know why you like the pain. I understand your need to be with Jake, but even if you don’t see him now, I believe he’s there, right next to you. Dying won’t change that – he’s already at your side. You need to learn to discover him. It’s so damn hard, because we are physical beings. But it’s like the baby that cries when the mother goes somewhere else: he hasn’t learned yet that doesn’t mean that she ceases to exist.
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well maybe you should go lay down
and not cut or anything that will hurt you plz
plz be safe
I know how you feel.
But sometimes. I cut without blavkig out.
I just like the pain…
so do i
I hate this. I wanna be with Jake . I’ll die and then it’ll be okay
I know that feeling. The one that seems to erase everything from yourself, only leaving intact the pain for the moment when you’ll wake up. I know why you like the pain. I understand your need to be with Jake, but even if you don’t see him now, I believe he’s there, right next to you. Dying won’t change that – he’s already at your side. You need to learn to discover him. It’s so damn hard, because we are physical beings. But it’s like the baby that cries when the mother goes somewhere else: he hasn’t learned yet that doesn’t mean that she ceases to exist.
Thank you very much… That was deep
*that it doesn’t (…)