General … by AutumnLykWinter 3/15/2011 written by AutumnLykWinter 3/15/2011 that feeling is there again. The one that comes before I black out and wake up an hour later covered in blood. I’m afraid of me… 8 comments 0 Email Related posts I don’t understand myself either 10/15/2021 Don’t want to rot away in an elder... 10/15/2021 Sleeping pills 10/15/2021 bit by bit 10/14/2021 I HATE WINDOWS UPDATES 10/14/2021 Like a dying star 10/14/2021 attempts: what was going through your mind? 10/14/2021 why 10/13/2021 i cant do this anymore 10/13/2021 fucked head 10/13/2021 8 comments life sucks thin u die 3/15/2011 - 7:37 pm well maybe you should go lay down and not cut or anything that will hurt you plz plz be safe Log in to Reply 77evergone77 3/15/2011 - 7:40 pm I know how you feel. But sometimes. I cut without blavkig out. Log in to Reply AutumnLykWinter 3/15/2011 - 7:58 pm I just like the pain… Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 3/15/2011 - 8:03 pm so do i Log in to Reply AutumnLykWinter 3/15/2011 - 8:07 pm I hate this. I wanna be with Jake . I’ll die and then it’ll be okay Log in to Reply parakeet 3/15/2011 - 9:21 pm I know that feeling. The one that seems to erase everything from yourself, only leaving intact the pain for the moment when you’ll wake up. I know why you like the pain. I understand your need to be with Jake, but even if you don’t see him now, I believe he’s there, right next to you. Dying won’t change that – he’s already at your side. You need to learn to discover him. It’s so damn hard, because we are physical beings. But it’s like the baby that cries when the mother goes somewhere else: he hasn’t learned yet that doesn’t mean that she ceases to exist. Log in to Reply AutumnLykWinter 3/16/2011 - 5:11 pm Thank you very much… That was deep Log in to Reply parakeet 3/15/2011 - 9:21 pm *that it doesn’t (…) Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.