It’s nice to hear I’m not the only one that feals the way I do. I don’t feel like I belong in some other world i just don’t feel like I belong in this one. even as a child i didn’t fit in. I just feel like I don’t understand people. I don’t know who I am and despite of my best efforts I feel like I never will. I just feel like maybe there is something wrong with the way my brain processess info. I’m very intelligent I just seem to have very little in the way of social skills or understanding. Like many of you outwardly everything seems fine. I have a good job I’m in great shape, women tell me all the time how attractive I am but it doesn’t seem to help. I just lost a relationship because of my insecurities and discomfort with myself and social situations. Now everything I do I do alone. I go to bed alone I wake up alone I come home to an empty house day after day after day. An outgoing engaging personality can overcome just about any handicap. But what do you do when personality is your handicap. I have so much to offer but it seems know one wants it because these social issues seem to drive them away. with the last woman I was seeing I was willing to overlook so many of her faults but she seemed unwilling or unable to overlook any of mine. somtimes it all just seems so hopeless and pointless.