In 6 days I am going to London with my father. In 14 days I’ll be dead. Going to London before i die is the only thing I’ve ever wanted.
I’ve always known that I’d end my life at the age of 17 at first i wasn’t sure, maybe I could hang on a bit longer. But now I am going to London and cant see why i should wait any longer. I know that my parents know that the end for me is near and i hope they will find peace after my death, that’s all i wish for them to have. Without me there will be no pain and no worries. I am so glad to leave this world, take care all of you. I hope you all find joy.
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Hi
I hope you find a reason to stay. Why do you say you cause you parents pain a worry? I’m sure they would rather things stayed as they are than to lose there daughter.
I’ve been hoping for a reason for 2 years now and I doubt I’ll find one in 14 days. Because It’s true, all my life I have only caused them pain, sleepless nights and made them cry. Sure they will cry even more when I’m dead, they love me I know that and I love them too. But love cant keep me here, wish it could. The world might be beautiful, but I just can’t see it.
hey where you from? you have never been to london ever?
I’m from Sweden, no this will be my first time and my last time.
Have you spoken to your parents?
About?
you like london much?
Yes I do, it’s my favorite city, ever since i was 10 I’ve wanted to live there. If i find a reason to stay or if London enchants me that’s where you’ll find me in 5 years.
Nice, I love stockholm, I always lived in London and loved to be in stockholm! the awsome food, cold weather, hot girls what else do you want?! :d how old are you?
Yes Stockholm is quite nice, wow you live in London i am so jealous.
I am 17 and you?
I am 24, I moved out of London though 😀 But it is nice place, whereabouts are you from In Sweden?
Aha i see 🙂 I live in Växjö (in SmÃ¥land) 4 hours from Stockholm.
haha, I cant read that for the life of me!!! North or south, I love to live in UMEA!!! it is like heaven for me!!! It is like cold as hell from what I know right? You finished HIghschool?
You are called Kate right?
Haha! I don’t know if i live in the north or south… that’s how worthless i am don’t even know the location of my own town haha. Ah, UmeÃ¥ i’ve heard it’s nice there, but really cold in the winter time. Yep I go to college, hardly tho’ yea Kate or Katte.
this is umea north
http://www.google.lu/url?sa=t&source=web&cd=4&ved=0CEMQFjAD&url=http%3A%2F%2Fde.wikipedia.org%2Fwiki%2FUme%25C3%25A5&ei=PoJ9TaOaKdSZhQfF5IHmBg&usg=AFQjCNGXrYf5DdzaVShJ-DWms_5KlUQQ9w
and your town is in south
which uni you want go then? Upssala? I think it is awsome!
your town is in south
which uni you want go then? Upssala? I think it is awsome!
I doubt I’d get in to a University, school isn’t one of my talents ha ha.
what you into then? are you a sterotypical nordic goth?
That’s the problem I am not into anything, i have no lust for anything whatsoever I’ve lost it all. Nordic goth? no i dont think so tehe xD
well tell me something about me, me myself am quite boring.
well, you never know what you are into till you get into it, but honestly sweden is boring for under 20!!! it gets fun when you are older and can afford stuff like going to expsive bars, swedish resorts ski, winter sport all that but under 18 sweden is boring!!!!
what kind of movie you like? music?
Hahaha Sweden is kinda lame! I like all movies except for horror movies, I’m scared of the dark and they give me some horrific nightmares. and music well i like metal, rock and indie but i almost listen to everything as long it’s good and you?
I like sweden cause I am 24 so based on my privious post I can enjoy it, I like Underground rap, action movies and I work in security. not afraid of the dark!! what do you want to do when you finsih college? work wise what do you like?
good luck in the after life
Aha cool 🙂 well since I’m planning on ending my life in 14 i haven’t put much thought on that, but i want to help people but first i need to sort myself out.
@blood doll suicide hand: thank you 🙂
why you ending it in 14?
I’m killing myself in 14 days, it all says up there
I know but why?
When I was 17 boy was I handful lol even tho that was just 3 years ago I’d like to hear ur story behind everything…I live in America so I have no idea how Sweden is but I know people from England think all us Americans are fat lol I have been to Germany and France tho 🙂 never really talked to anyone from outside the states so I’m curious how it is…
Hi Kate
well, so you fancy London, ..and what about 6 months in Barcelona, 3 months in Palermo, 4 months in Rio de Janeiro, 3 in Bangkok, etc are you going to miss all that ? No way! you have to enjoy all that too!