Your family, despite what you may think, love you unconditionally. The term unconditionally means they love you no matter what. Open up to them. I know it’s hard but if you want to get better, help yourself by talking to them.
I don’t care anymore how my family will feel about my death. It would be no different than if I died suddenly from an accident. My death is my death. They would have to deal with it one way or another if I died before them. Life goes on. They’ll get over it. We all do.
If I told my family how I feel I’d only be put in hospital. With my crappy work insurance I would owe so much money it wouldn’t be funny. Owing that money would only fuel my problems and make things worse once I got out. I’ve been in hospital before, have seen multiple doctors and tried different medicines and therapy. In the past 20 years none of it has worked. I’m always lead back to this feeling I have now. I’ve come to accept that I will always feel this way while alive, no matter what happens or what’s tried. I can’t escape it.
If life has so much to offer than I can no longer see it or never had it. It’s beyond my reach. I don’t even care anymore.
I don’t know what to tell you because I don’t know your life. I want to die sometimes to be with my son who I love so much. There were times in my life as a teen that I was suffering from so much bs from others that I tried to die. I was in so much pain then. Looking back, life evened out and I had so much happiness at times.
This sudden death was the worst for me. I have ups and downs. It’s really hard. I think you would understand. Sometimes it’s like it’s all alright. Those are when I’m with my friends just kicking it and we’re laughing and I’m happy again. When the hard times come I just have nothing left to fight with and I just want it to be over. I have mixed feelings.
Unfortunately I think that life has not any meaning, universally speaking. Nature just want that life goes on in general, without taking care of individuals. So if one is not able to reproduce himself or is not particurarly gifted or has problems, it doesn’t care from a global point of view.
By the way, from a particular (individual) point of view, life has the meaning you can find in it. No one can give you a good reason to live. It’s up to you to find one that’s good for you!
Personally, I’m trying to find mine. But up to now my search has still no result! I have many interests, but I don’t have what I really want: a person that loves me unconditionally. You’re someone only if you are important for someone else. That’s the meaning of life, to me. As Nat King Cole sang:”the greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved in return”!
Unfortunately, I reached the conclusion that for me there’s no hope… So I think my life will end soon! I got no reason to go on!
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Your family, despite what you may think, love you unconditionally. The term unconditionally means they love you no matter what. Open up to them. I know it’s hard but if you want to get better, help yourself by talking to them.
Life offers so much to be grateful for.
It’s a sunny day in England.You’ve gotta be grateful for that
Be grateful for the fog too. : )
Toast, thats a pretty good reason to live right there.
I don’t care anymore how my family will feel about my death. It would be no different than if I died suddenly from an accident. My death is my death. They would have to deal with it one way or another if I died before them. Life goes on. They’ll get over it. We all do.
If I told my family how I feel I’d only be put in hospital. With my crappy work insurance I would owe so much money it wouldn’t be funny. Owing that money would only fuel my problems and make things worse once I got out. I’ve been in hospital before, have seen multiple doctors and tried different medicines and therapy. In the past 20 years none of it has worked. I’m always lead back to this feeling I have now. I’ve come to accept that I will always feel this way while alive, no matter what happens or what’s tried. I can’t escape it.
If life has so much to offer than I can no longer see it or never had it. It’s beyond my reach. I don’t even care anymore.
I understand you radar..
I don’t know what to tell you because I don’t know your life. I want to die sometimes to be with my son who I love so much. There were times in my life as a teen that I was suffering from so much bs from others that I tried to die. I was in so much pain then. Looking back, life evened out and I had so much happiness at times.
This sudden death was the worst for me. I have ups and downs. It’s really hard. I think you would understand. Sometimes it’s like it’s all alright. Those are when I’m with my friends just kicking it and we’re laughing and I’m happy again. When the hard times come I just have nothing left to fight with and I just want it to be over. I have mixed feelings.
Unfortunately I think that life has not any meaning, universally speaking. Nature just want that life goes on in general, without taking care of individuals. So if one is not able to reproduce himself or is not particurarly gifted or has problems, it doesn’t care from a global point of view.
By the way, from a particular (individual) point of view, life has the meaning you can find in it. No one can give you a good reason to live. It’s up to you to find one that’s good for you!
Personally, I’m trying to find mine. But up to now my search has still no result! I have many interests, but I don’t have what I really want: a person that loves me unconditionally. You’re someone only if you are important for someone else. That’s the meaning of life, to me. As Nat King Cole sang:”the greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved in return”!
Unfortunately, I reached the conclusion that for me there’s no hope… So I think my life will end soon! I got no reason to go on!
Wish you the best!