My friend was going somewhere this weekend (Saturday) but I had to pass because I didn’t have any money to pay for my food or movie ticket or anything. I was going to go to his house but when I went to get dropped off he wasn’t there yet and my dad got pissed and didn’t want to take me back if he got back, a four minute drive away. Now if I don’t see him tomorrow then I wont see him for the rest of the week because hes leaving for spring break. And my other two friends are busy all week, but probably wouldn’t want to even hang out anyway. Long story short I’m going to be alone for a whole week. It seems I’m always alone. Right now I’m crying because I’m just looking around the room and realizing how empty it is. It seems most every weekend for a while now I’ve been alone. I’m sick of only having three friends to hang out with. I’m sick of sitting in my room depressed, lonely, and hating myself. I’m sick of being in this house where my parents do nothing but fight. I wish I wasn’t such a pathetic little worm.
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Life is life,
Everyone feels alone, Have u seen this planet its terrible.
im jealous, i wish i was alone for a week so i could think straight
The less friends/family u have less chance of backstab.
but to be good at life, you have to understand it. Success comes through planning and determination and practice.
Life will get worse b4 it gets better
Your not pathetic just havent figured out life yet.
Life is nothing but a blink in the universes eye
You get out what u put it. If you want friends, Be friendly and opened minded, Go find people u want to be friends with and introduce yourself,
Or set up a fake situation were u save them or let them go or something
Or sell drugs. It all depends on the type of people u want to be friends with.
If you want your parents to stop fighting, make them break up, kill both of them or run away. If u want it too stop do what ever it takes
You dont have to put up with anything, dont like being alone. Fix it, no one else can help.
“Be the Change you want to see” – Mahatma Gandhi
And there IS help,..u just have to be Open,
and seek & search wider and deeper
Even by being the Change 1st,
you’ve increased ur chances of receiving more changes.
Everybody struggles,.and we here might seem to struggle ‘more’,
but..”Life is what u make of it”
it might sound cruel, or uplifting, depending on how u see it..
“If you want your parents to stop fighting, make them break up, kill both of them or run away. If u want it too stop do what ever it takes”
lmao .. smfh