SOS pads. thats where the cuts on my arm came from….. wow those work wonders??? i can clean my skin and cut too!!! yay…… im so depressed…… even with my meds in my system im still depressed. but i looked it up and it says a side effect would be suicidal thoughts. so i guess thats why. my meds are suppose to help. bu thtey dont to my parents things have gotten better but if they really knew they would know things are slowly plummiting. but for now let them think hte cat scratched me. I hate my mood swings and i hate feeling so depressed. im sitting in class supposed to be working on fuckin layout. i have my knife with me.maybe ill go to the bathroom and things will work out on their own. i doubt it but i can try. it may not be the right thing to some but for me it’ll work wonders. prolly pop some pills tooo. i just cant stand this anymore………………………………………………….
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i take meds too, but i havent taken them in two weeks, cuz i know they dont work, maybe thats why i have suicidal thoughts, so u say u go to school? im in school right now, supposed to be diong geometry, but oh well. i wont need to worry about geometry very nuch longer after this..what school do u go to? and what city do u live in? i live in sioux falls and i go to washington highschool.
I live in VA. im a senior in high school. i cut my wrist in my second class. felt good too.
Please give your medication some time to work. Talk to your parents and your doctor about how you are feeling; they really do want to help.
i dont like to talk to my parents. i keep everything to myself. i dont tell them anything. at all.
If you don’t want to talk to your parents, you might want to find someone else you can trust to open up to. Please give someone a chance to help you through this. If your suicidal thoughts are getting worse, you should go to the doctor to get them changed – suicidal thoughts can be a (rather ironic) side effect of medication, as you stated, and it’s possible you need a different kind.
Please talk to someone! You may find that talking things out will help lighten the load. If you just want someone to listen, you can drop me a line: carin@uoguelph.ca (email/MSN) or AIM yoursemaphore.