I’m so disappointed in myself for ignoring all of my responsibilities. I’m putting such a large burden on everyone I know, and that should be the reason that I want to kill myself, not my own feelings.
I stay on the computer too much, as if something magical is going to jump out of it and make life better.
I’ve been telling myself that I’m going to change, but I feel paralyzed.
This has gone on for so long that I’ve ruined my life. There I am worrying about myself again.