Can I die? Do I have to keep living in this darkened hell we call earth? Everywhere there is suffering? They suffer unwillingly. I willingly want to suffer. I want to die. I want to be in pain. It’d be another reason to take the pills I long to take bu to no avail. this pisses me offf. I don’t understand why I have to sit here and put up with everyones bullshit,Â I pretend to be someone I sure the hell am not. I’m not a happy fun person. I’m an antisocial lette. (If you don’t know what that is…look it up) I hate everyday i have to live. i don’t like putting on a fake smile so people will think I’m happy. Pretending to be a nice responsible respectful young lady. But I’m not. I’m a *****. I’m not nice. I don’t like to be around people. I hate going to school. I just want it all to end so I don’t have to look back and I don’t have to feel any regret.
Please just let me be. …….so I can die…. never look back ……never deal with stupid drama again………. being stabbed in the back by those i trusted……….i give up completely………..