Want out soooooooo bad. Nownownownow. Just go/to sleep forevr
Can’t do life anymorewant to die nowsosry my son will find mewhen he gets rdy for his mng classes hell thnk I slept in andty towake mecant anymore nomore nomore I need to stop beingjust no lnger exst nedout…………………nlow
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I know journey me too 🙁
Are you okay? Theres alot of typos in your post. You didnt take something did you?
hey whats wrong
Cnt nymre… jst want out now. Nononononononomre hve to go. Evthng gne. Nomore!
no plz dont go.
Take your chance. Grasp it, and get out, if that’s what you really want. and if you do, I envy you.
Has something happened? Is it all just becoming to much? I thought maybe you werent on here much anymore cause you were doin okay
Nthng matrs nymre………. algne evythng al gne cnt nomre
Wnt outnowwwwwwww jst gne
i am really worried about you
what have you done
did you talk something
Nt yt………zonde ouut cnt nomre wnt outttnow now
What are you gonna do journey?
Slp
well get rest and plz facebook me in the morning to let me know your ok
Journey are you okay? Did you take someting or have you been drinking? Cause you usually dont write like that
Bysks sry,sooooosry….hngin thr u yun thr hpeu srrrrrry
Nt. K,,, soooocold. Hldng mylttle bll pillls zond out ,,,,, idnt drk
plz be careful
and let me know what going on plz
Sosrrry ned leve wnt otnow nwnwnwnwnw
no dont kill your self plz dont talk to me
Wnt ot outotot…..nw. nthng mtrs. So cld wnt to die
Why are you so cold?
Zonnnning ot
plz be safe
Do you just feel really sick from the depression and anxiety? I get like that too
Nocnt thnk nomre jst wnt ot…. hve 6d2slp plls jst wnt ot
Is your husband there does he know your unwell?
plz dont take anymore if you have take any
He’s slp.evryon slp… I al lone sttng n drk wth phne
Cmptr ded…dnt wnt b loneso sad
i am sorry your not alone. i am hear i will stay up with u if you want
I wnt ot
Dont try kill yourself with pills it probably wont work you’ll just end up sick in hospital and probably will get sent to a psych ward. Maybe just take one sleeping pill so you can get some sleep if your having trouble sleeping?
i know you cant take it
just dont think about it right now
Hs to wrk… ifg hsptl byjob hbbby
If you need someone to talk to maybe you could wake you husband up or ring a helpline?
Hrts cnt nt thnkk
Journey can you call your therapist you said you like talking to him?
i know that i am hear but plz dont end it
your a strong woman i know you can do it 🙂 hugs
What hurts journey?
yes i agree plz call him
hbby nt unstnd…. mat nt ansr lst txt hd sid totxt tlk dwn
o ok well try and call him
i know its 1 in the moring but i am sure he will be there for you.
Tld mat nt dng god.. cnt anmre tld hm sry…. he txt bk. K
Really he didnt ring you straight away? Thats rude!
he just txt you back
if so tell him whats going on plz
Nomre mat. Hve noon ws ony frend hre nomre mat … nomre me
Do you want someone to talk to? Do you just wanna go to sleep but cant?
Tht ws @ leven… tld cldnt sry… he sd k
wait your doing what
sorry hun i cant understand that
Wnt ot…. pls
Fuck matt! Hun you have us. Find someone else to talk to a new therapist or right now if you want you could call a helpline they’re trained counsellors
ya i am here for you.
plz dont die
Mat txt bk. ….k I tld nt dng gd …. sry… n he sd….k
I really do feel the same journey i badly want out too im still trying to work out how and when
Jst wnt ot…. socld… so sad
well maybe he can help
why you sad
I know journey 🙁 (hug)
Journey… idk what happen, but you shouldn’t try to kill yourself. Your typing seems blurred… .so I understood only some of it. You shouldn’t try to harm yourself. Everyone is worried about you and care about you.
Hte zonnnin ot …. cnt go nomre
WNT OT NOWWWWW
i know you do we all do but plz hang in there plz
Journey i dont know what to do or say to help sorry but i tried
Nomre nonononono
Hi deep abyss i was wondering where you got to
i am still here
tell me whats wrong
why are you cold
what happen today
journey plz don’t go
Zone ot
Cnt go nymre
Wnt leve… mat nt thre nyme
Gve up hm… gve up me
Cnt gt thr??? Wo hm…. no mre mat… nomre me
Stop worrying about matt theres other therapists out there and other people you can talk to
talkl to me i am hear for you
i wont leave you
@crying on the inside: Hey.. yeah.. I had to stay all nighters for school… and been so bad that I can’t really do anything… I do log on my email if you wanna give me yours or something.
@Journey: don’t do anything rash… we all care and love you. What will everyone do without you? Just look at everyone here and how much they care about you and want you to be alive and happy. If there are things wrong, just tell us and we’ll do everything we can to help you as best as we can. You’re not alone. We all care about you very much. I logged on, just cause I heard you were thinking of doing something bad and got really worried. Please stay safe.
Nt lke mat…hews bst frend
Dnt wnt anthr thrpst
well just dont worry about him right now
talk to us
let me help you
Yeah we can email if you want whats your email?
Sry…tomny wrds, so trd ofevrythng
Talk to us you said he ignores you anyway
i know you are
just take a break from it all
sttng hre …thnkng
Pls???
Bed
no dont talk any pills
have you taken some already
and if you need rest then get to sleep
I stl ned hm til I leve
Take just one sleeping pill if you need it to sleep
its good to talk to someone
and i am glad you have someone
dont leave plz dont kill your self
Thgs wil be dffrnt nvr sme,,,, soooooooooooosad
Just take one sleeping pill get some sleep then ring him when you wake up. Stop stressing
why are you sad
what happen today plz tell me
Deep abyss if you wanna talk i’ll email you? Whats your email?
Spossed hve dbl sesson tmr…. dnt knw f wnt tose him
why not
are you talking about your therapist
Just hang in there you’ll have your session tommorrow and feel better. Are you worried about not having him to talk to anymore is that whats stressing you out?
Cnt mke thr wkend f dnt…
Myb jst crl up on coch
Thgs wl be dffrnt afr tngt…
I gve up on hm
Cnt cnt hm
dont give up
why are you gonna give up.
Nomre mat
Nw jst tme til
Im. Gne
Why would they be different is it cause now you feel like you cant rely on him and cause you pretty much told him you wanna kill yourself?
no dont think like that
you can make it
i know you can
Ys
Do you feel like he’s abandoned you?
@crying on the inside: Sure, just tell me your email and I’ll send you mail so you know my email you can use too. I’ll log on it a bit later and email you.
@Journey: Why is there no more matt? I’m sorry, I tried reading it over but I’m not exactly sure what happened.
Even if there is no matt, what about us? We care about you so much. We can’t replace him, but we care about you just as much, if not, even more than him. Don’t do anything to hurt yourself. We need you.
Nocnt
Bt f I tke pls tnght
Mke wil b on fnd me 🙁
ageed
he will be what
I didnt really wanna put my email up but i will cause im guessing you dont wanna put up yours so heres mine cclilshawty @ yahoo .com .au without spaces of course
Is mike your husband?
ya and journey a little later can delete if
@crying on the inside: I’ll send you an email.
I think Journey meant… if she took pills tonight, her husband will find that she has been online… I’m assuming…? Is that what you meant Journey?
Da…. sry hvng tbl thnk
Zone ot…. to mny wrds
Txt hm tld nt gd sry… he sad k
Ned smone n prson
journey are you ok
if you need to get some rest ok
Mke is son
@Journey: I can’t really make out your typing. Are you drunk? or really sleepy? or did you overdosed on some sleeping pills……?
Oh okay so if you want someone to be with you in person are there any friends or family you can call?
well would you be glad to see him
hes your son after all
Yeah journey we’re kinda confused you usually dont type like that
Da…. sry, tbl thnkng rgt
Zonedot
I dntddrnk
Hve pls
Bt mke wld. Be oneto fndme
journey plz get some rest plz
I thk so
Pls nothr nght
@Journey: If you’re zoning out because you’re sleepy, then get some rest. We’ll be here tomorrow for you.
If you tried to take a lot of pills.. please don’t anymore..
It’s not just Mike who cares about you, all of us do too. Don’t do anything like trying to kill yourself, Mike and all of us would be very sad..
well thats good you didnt take pills
i think thats what you said
but i dont get why your typing like this then
plz try and get some sleep
Da….I zoneot bbc????
Nt slpy bt gngbed
Nd, k.nght
Sks… hrdto tnk whnn lke ths
ok night
plz fb me in the morning so i know your still alive
Yes, please stay safe and have a good rest…
ya i know it is
thats y u need to rest
and clear your mined