I know that there are people that have it a loss worse than I do. Believe me- I’ve been told many times. But I’ve lost most of my vision in the last 4 months and it’s eating me alive. I can’t drive anymore, I keep tripping and knocking stuff over. It’s getting harder and harder to come up with a reason to NOT do it. I know that ending myself would destroy my wife and kids, but so would living with a miserable old blind guy. I’m depressed all the time. I’ve always surrounded myself with beautiful paintings and artwork, but now I can barely see them. I’m so sad. And I don’t expect any help here. I thought that maybe if I wrote about it, I would feel better. But nope – nothing. Jeez.