General Depressed by spyro 3/5/2011 written by spyro 3/5/2011 Want to talk about it. No motivation. 23 comments 0 Email Related posts Loooney Bin 10/22/2021 Birthday depression 10/21/2021 Why Are People Such A**holes These Days? 10/21/2021 I hate… 10/21/2021 They meant a lot. 10/21/2021 Recovery 10/20/2021 I Just Want to Go 10/20/2021 No choices left 10/20/2021 The brink of addiction 10/20/2021 I think I’m being abused 10/19/2021 23 comments life sucks thin u die 3/5/2011 - 10:05 pm ok lets talk you go first Log in to Reply spyro 3/5/2011 - 10:10 pm LOST MY JOB ON WEDNESDAY. Log in to Reply smiling on the outside... 3/5/2011 - 10:11 pm What did you work in? Log in to Reply spyro 3/5/2011 - 10:14 pm Was with small startup consuting co for 1 month. Quit a job July 2o1o with a major company. Extreme depression, anxiety, paranoia. Wanted to do something else. Couldn’t find a job. Finally got one. Startup company lost a contract. I’m 60 and out of work. Log in to Reply life sucks thin u die 3/5/2011 - 10:14 pm really why did something go wrong Log in to Reply spyro 3/5/2011 - 10:16 pm I can’t move. Fighting depression but think about giving in. Been talking to crisis lines for a day. Think of the relief I would have if I give in, but then don’t wa nt to cause pain./[/ Log in to Reply spyro 3/5/2011 - 10:18 pm Company didn’t get the business they thought. Plus, they thought I was learning too slowly. I want to do it. At the same time, I don’t want to. Log in to Reply spyro 3/5/2011 - 10:20 pm Want the pain to stop. Need help . On meds, seroquel, Pristiq. Probably need more. I am in extreme pain. Please understand. Please help me find reasons to keep trying. Please don’t judge me. I am so tired of trying and failing. Please help. Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/5/2011 - 10:23 pm ): i wish i could take your pain away… and i wish you weren’t in pain… if the job didn’t work out maybe find another? if you have a library near you maybe ask to get paid to read stories to children everyday? my local library did that for a while and the reader was a very nice person ^^ Log in to Reply spyro 3/5/2011 - 10:28 pm I have sent out 500 resumes and am registered with 35 different temp agencies. I am having trouble getting a job. I have a wife and kids they depend on me. I let them down. I am a complete failure. I would like to do charity work but I need to make money. Please understand. I am going to try to become a limousine driver. I am a CPA and have a master’s degree. I always made good money, but the depression destroyed me. I need help. Log in to Reply spyro 3/5/2011 - 10:30 pm I have had it my whole life. I am 60 now, which is not as old as it probably seems to you. I have so many stressors, I can not cope. I have no energy, doubt I can get a job. Please help me. Please talk to me. I need help. Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/5/2011 - 10:30 pm ): do you see a counselor 4 ur depression? umm…>_< i want to help but i don't know how… Log in to Reply smiling on the outside... 3/5/2011 - 10:32 pm What about your parents. It seems weak but they can help. Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/5/2011 - 10:33 pm ): 60 is actually a very nice age, i don’t think your old. being a limo driver might be fun, if that doesn’t work then maybe a bus driver? idk their both long vehicles… umm… are there any stores in your town hiring? working at a safeway or something might not be the best but it’s a source of income… Log in to Reply spyro 3/5/2011 - 10:34 pm Psychiatrist, Therapist both. Two medications, and I am still deeply depressed. I am so damned anxious and scared and feel like such an idiot. I NEED HELP from somebody. Want to end it all. I have been talking on the help lines all day and there is nothing anyone can say. I am in such incredible pain. Please talk to me. Log in to Reply spyro 3/5/2011 - 10:36 pm My dad is gone, my mom is 90 with senile dementia, she can’t even recognize me. I am 60. remember, I am supposed to be strong. I am so weak, though. Log in to Reply spyro 3/5/2011 - 10:37 pm Please understand that stores won’t hire me. No one is hiring. I am a certified public accountant, and I am overqualified for most jobs, but for these little jobs, I can’t get them Log in to Reply smiling on the outside... 3/5/2011 - 10:38 pm It’s better to be overqualified than underqualified. Log in to Reply Maeliin 3/5/2011 - 10:40 pm ): if no one will hire you then they are complete idiots. if your overqualified then their even more stupid for not hiring you. Log in to Reply spyro 3/5/2011 - 10:46 pm My work record is getting spotty now. I don’t care if they are right or wrong, they won’t hire me. Do you know how hard it is for a 60 year old to get a job?????????? Log in to Reply spyro 3/5/2011 - 11:01 pm Thanks to those who tried. There is nothing anyone can say to make me feel better. I am an old fool and I don’t deserve any help……….. Log in to Reply smiling on the outside... 3/5/2011 - 11:06 pm Everyone deserves help. That’s why we are here. Log in to Reply crying on the inside 3/6/2011 - 5:48 am Buddy if you want help maybe we could help you? You can always talk to us. Maybe find a different therapist or change your meds and if you really want a job hopefully something will come up Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.