I’m sick of trying to please everyone. I have only been hurt my entire life. I’m only 15, and I am already sure that I want to kill myself. I was raped at the age of 12 by someone I trusted. My father is an alcoholic and beats me. My parents don’t understand what I’m going through. I’m a bulimic. I burn myself and cut myself. I have no idea what else to do. Trhe pain just won’t go away. I feel like I’m falling and no one is there to catch me. I have no one to help me. No one cares enough. No one notices the pain that I’m in. I can’t be helped anymore. I’m passed that point. No one can stop me. Belive me, I’m terrified of dying. But I’m even more terrified of living. I am going to kill myself as soon as I can. If I never posyt anything else, then this is my goodbye. So, bye everyone. I won’t be missed.