I’m sick of trying to please everyone. I have only been hurt my entire life. I’m only 15, and I am already sure that I want to kill myself. I was raped at the age of 12 by someone I trusted. My father is an alcoholic and beats me. My parents don’t understand what I’m going through. I’m a bulimic. I burn myself and cut myself. I have no idea what else to do. Trhe pain just won’t go away. I feel like I’m falling and no one is there to catch me. I have no one to help me. No one cares enough. No one notices the pain that I’m in. I can’t be helped anymore. I’m passed that point. No one can stop me. Belive me, I’m terrified of dying. But I’m even more terrified of living. I am going to kill myself as soon as I can. If I never posyt anything else, then this is my goodbye. So, bye everyone. I won’t be missed.
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your going through everything i went through, im just 14! me and you just want a family who cares for us , and theres no way we can find it 🙁 i want to kill my self to ! But i never got raped:/ sorry , where do you live? i stay at Phoenix!
Exactly! I just need someone to care. But no one does, not even my family. They know I’m suicIdal and they STILL don’t care. And I live around miami.
We have moments where we think our families do not care, but they do.
But if your family truly doesn’t, you could have another one.
keep your head up 🙂 im here for u
I just counseled a 15 yr old gal to stand up to her mom cause she was taking advantage of her good nature. The young gal had to constantly play mom to her younger sisters….she was on the brink and terribly unhappy.
After a couple talks..the correct information about her situation, she stood her ground and got what she wanted because she SPOKE UP! She told me how much happier she is now cause her mom finally took steps to change the situation.
She moved from the victim role to…I’m going to take action and do something about this….Good luck. Cheers
that’s so true, when your family REALLY doesnt care about you, you can always find other people who love you. just hang out with people who make you happy, make you smile, what happened to you is really horrible and unbelievable but it is not your fault and you have to stand up for yourself and don’t let your life get ruined by the person who raped you. obviously your dad is in a bad situation and he doesn’t know what he does when he’s drunk, try to avoid him so that he won’t beat you…
And again, hang out with people who care about you…