I went to hang myself the other day…failed. got unconscious, rope snapped, fell on floor and woke up. Went to see psych…now i’m on watch. Still want to go..cant cope with anything anymore just so fucking fed up with life and eveything that ive left for so long that I cant face. I love my family but everything is just too much now. I dont know what the hell to do…….seriously stuck. Nothing can make things better now, nothing. My fam now know I am suicidal which makes things even worse cause my relationship with them is suffering. I just cant cope anymore, I need a way out……nothing can help me now ive fucked everything up too much.