I’m going to my theripst apointment this morning but I’m afraid to tell her and my family that I’m so depressed and suicidal. My mom will be there which makes it harder because I’m afraid to tell her. Everyone I’ve talked to says to me and my mom “maybe she should go to the hospital”. I don’t want to go there and be away from my family. They say they care and will try to help but I can’t confide in them. My moms going through a divorce and my sister has a stalker and is trying to break up with her boyfriend and the rest of my family is having problems with other stuff. My moms got alot to deal with and I don’t want to make it worse. Her grandma died and her grandpa is sick and might die and were having finacal trouble. Everyone is busy and I feel like I’m a burden. My mom, doctor, and theripist say I shouldn’t worry and that I’m should tell them if I feel this way but I don’t want to make them worry and IÂ feel like I’m in the way. I told my mom once but that made her worry and shes got so much to deal with that I feel guilty. I don’t know if she told anyone in my family about this but I hope not because they have alot to deal with right now to. I need some advice from someone who understands. I’ve been keeping it secret that I’m on this site so she won’t know. I need help!