I hate this so much. I haven’t eaten in 4 days, but hardly anything withing the past 2 weeks. I feel faint and gross but not hungry at all, thank gosh. I love how much more alcohol affects me now though, its great. I have thrown out more of my belongings now and erased most stuff from my computer, including passwords on to sites and photos. I think I am doing well with covering up that my depression is still around. My ‘family’ have no idea, I try to act fine when they are around so they don’t worry but the truth is I am close to breaking point, but I’m not really afraid.
I sit here right now listening to music thunderously loud, wondering what to do next.
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I understand. For the last two weeks I haven’t been eating… I just don’t want too anymore. It’s more because I need to loose weight, but I just don’t find food desirable anymore, it’s really odd.
Thank you, But my not eating is too lose weight even though i am kinda skinny already. I don’t know why, but i feel as though i have to lose weight. I don’t know but i think it has something to do with control maybe.