So, I have contemplated suicide for quite a while now and did an attempt last year with an OD of sleeping pills and alot of alcohol. Â I have read many of the success rates and am still debating with Carbon Monoxide or Hanging. Â I’d like as painless as possible, as most say, Â and these two are better odds as I don’t own a gun.
I am planning a note so my “family” and friends will know exactly why. Â It is not meant to be a guilt trip. Â It is meant to explain the reasons exactly why my life is hopeless and there is absolutely no way to make it even remotely better.
I am not looking for anyone to talk me out of it, my mind is made up and my last day will be on April 2, 2011. Â I don’t think there are too many people that will miss me.
This has been a great forum and I have been reading posts on here for a while now but decided to sign up to let you all know how much I appreciate everyone’s ideas, opinions and what not. Â For those of you deciding to go, I wish you the best with your plan. Those of you contemplating, I hope you are very sure that this is the right plan. Â Finally, for those of you that just have a morbid curiousity, I hope you get a life.
Peace to all xxx
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A painless way is to jump off of a high building or cliff. You will also find yourself at peace during the fall. Hanging actually, can be painless and even euphoric. As just before passing out, you will feel euphoria (personal experience). Unless you’re going for the instant neck break hanging? Not sure. Although with that one, I could only imagine that you have a good chance of experiencing alot of pain before dying, even if it is fast.
My only fear with jumping off a building or cliff is not actually dying, but breaking bones or causing brain damage. When i finally do this i don’t want any chance of living, I don’t want to have to answer people after. I just want it to end.
The first type of hanging you mention, is that like strangulation?
Yeah, I am not jumping off a cliff…thanks but um…NO! Too much rides on chance plus the waiting until you land! Damn! That has got to be scary. Sleeping pills with a rope around my neck, while on my knees so I just pass out, the rope gets tighter…gone….much better than a jump.
My god, why are you people encouringing this individual to go through with it? Suicide is not the answer. There is good in life…you just need to look for it.
God bless you all – I do my best to pray for you.
There’s no guarantee you will die I think. Have you heard of some freak stories of people falling off great heights etc and not dying? And there are also the people who shoot themselves in the head but end up with a hole in their brains (or wherever else) instead.. and not die.
Lots of stories about attemps…you do it the right way, it’s over. I have no fear sny longer about doing it. Rope seems more consistant but then again CM seems; at 70%, pretty successful too. decisions decisions…either way, i hope it will be over. I’d hate to live through another attempt. Thanks for the forum….