So, I have contemplated suicide for quite a while now and did an attempt last year with an OD of sleeping pills and alot of alcohol. Â I have read many of the success rates and am still debating with Carbon Monoxide or Hanging. Â I’d like as painless as possible, as most say, Â and these two are better odds as I don’t own a gun.
I am planning a note so my “family” and friends will know exactly why. Â It is not meant to be a guilt trip. Â It is meant to explain the reasons exactly why my life is hopeless and there is absolutely no way to make it even remotely better.
I am not looking for anyone to talk me out of it, my mind is made up and my last day will be on April 2, 2011. Â I don’t think there are too many people that will miss me.
This has been a great forum and I have been reading posts on here for a while now but decided to sign up to let you all know how much I appreciate everyone’s ideas, opinions and what not. Â For those of you deciding to go, I wish you the best with your plan. Those of you contemplating, I hope you are very sure that this is the right plan. Â Finally, for those of you that just have a morbid curiousity, I hope you get a life.
Peace to all xxx