General fuck it all by edward435 3/25/2011 written by edward435 3/25/2011 hi im edward im 24 and thing have been realy bad since i was 14 ive been trying to think of the best way to kill my self i dont want it to be a fast death i want to feal every thing and as much pain as u can think of plezz help! 7 comments 0 Email Related posts It hurts but I can’t cry for some... 10/16/2021 Protected: Ptsd 10/16/2021 ¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!.¡!¡!¡!¡!¡! 10/15/2021 I don’t understand myself either 10/15/2021 Don’t want to rot away in an elder... 10/15/2021 Sleeping pills 10/15/2021 bit by bit 10/14/2021 I HATE WINDOWS UPDATES 10/14/2021 Like a dying star 10/14/2021 attempts: what was going through your mind? 10/14/2021 7 comments edward435 3/25/2011 - 6:04 pm if any one has any ideas i want it to be something big and something bo one has done or would ever think of doing Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/25/2011 - 6:08 pm Hi Why do you want pain? Log in to Reply Unique 3/25/2011 - 7:33 pm you could starve your self. that would take a long time and its terribley painfull for about a month. but y would you. if you want pain just go to a s&m club and get some hot chick to whip u? 🙂 Log in to Reply broken1 3/25/2011 - 9:58 pm hi edward. I have read these posts & don’t really know what to say. It sounds made-up, but I DO understand. Three hours ago I was in a store, looking at the nylon ropes, & trying to figure out if I had the guts to buy the rope. Something made me put it back on the shelf. I have thought of suicide for many years. I am alone, estranged from my family, & most of my “friends” don’t take my calls. I am homeless and sad. I am an alcoholic and have no job. I have made a couple of half-*ss attempts in the past; but I passed out before I could slash my wrists. I cry just about every day. I don’t own a gun, but wouldn’t use it even if I did(i know a guy who put a shotgun to his temple. He survived & is fine. He’s just blind). I wish I knew what to say, but as we all know; sometimes there are no “right” words. I am trying to hang on day by day. Will you do the same,, and talk here with me on this site? I have cried wolf so many times, most people don’t take my “threats of doing it seriously”. I know how sad and cruel and cold this world is. But I like to hope there is a reason for you all being here.. Please know that I have come as close to doing it as one can; and then was “interrupted” by a phone call. I believe it wasn’t my time. Please do respond back. I am always here for a friend who understands pain like I do. Log in to Reply boardzrus 3/25/2011 - 10:34 pm slowly drill holes in your body untill u bleed out…………………. ur fucked Log in to Reply i dunno 3/25/2011 - 10:38 pm starving is good, or exposure, that is finding a cold place and being outside in a cardboard box. I guess Alaska. Log in to Reply thbbtt 3/29/2011 - 9:39 pm Sounds like you’re going through an awful time. Can we talk? I’d love just to listen. email@example.com or yoursemaphore on AIM Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.