im tired, im lonely, im too afraid too be happy because if i dare to let myself slip into joy the world will get back at me and crush the lifeless, cold, black hole that used to be any hope i had so desperatly scraped up… and since i have nothing left to live for what could EVER possibly be the point in living!? im so tired of smiling at people i hate, trying to be kind,then hey flip me of, call me names,think im a freak,im acting like nothings wrong when im already past dyeing inside! and have moved on to rotting ALIVE! my health is horrible ,my mental state is completely fucked, no one bothers to talk to me any more .. the damn cycologists think its not worth what their paying them, and they STILL wont take me to an orphanage or foster care! they think im fucking ATTENTION SEEKING!!!!! wtf am i supposed to do, can any one tell me the best way to commit suicide?
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Please talk to someone to try to get help. You are young, life will get better.
“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.”
– Jiddu Krishnamurti
Keep doing what you know is right
screw society.
Change is always coming from ‘lone’ individuals with the right heart & attitude
but know also that you’re definitely not alone in all of this..some individuals/souls would definitely relate with you. Connect with them.
yeah, im with darkbloodsuicidalhoe69, there is no help, we all tried and the world fucked us up, were on our own out here, no hope or renewal…
im TOTALLY with u ashlie – no hope , no way out , nothing to look forward to but pain and living on the streets , life is just a big hell hole …
There is always hope. There is someone who can help you. You just have to find them.
There is always hope. There is someone who can help you. You just have to find them.
You can get better.