Three consecutive days I’ve spent my time crying. I’m so tired of everything, of everyone. I can’t bottle anything anymore, I’m about ready to explode. I want to dig a hole in the ground and bury myself in it. I want the aching to go away. I want to feel numb and forget all my troubles. I need comfort. I need a friend. I need a reason to keep living because right now I don’t have one. Life has become so overwhelming. I’m losing my mind. Sometimes I close my eyes and as I’m slowly being consumed by sleep I hope that’s my last day. I can’t take it. The clock is ticking.