i found this site in someones post on sixbillionsecrets.com i was getting tired of trying really hard to get my story out there, only to be shot down by others. Who’s idea was it anyway to make someone you don’t even know decide whether your personal daemons are worth being posted or not? it all hurts the same no matter what other people think about it or not! i decided it would be a good idea to check this site out, because i’ve recently been seeing someone, who is having serious issues with their ex, and its killing me. I would give anyhting for him to see how much better i can be for him, for him to know that i know exactly what he’s going through. except he’s blinded by his own emotion, and im stuck here whimpering in my head, wishing i didnt feel like cutting, because im supposed to be over it. after 7 years of fighting it off i finally kicked the addiction, but its back with a vengance, because i dont know what else to do. it was always my emotional anchor before and now i just want to dig in, and watch my life blood dwindle away.
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Ok, I get that this about someone you like, I get that you are suffering, and I get that you cut yourself. I am sorry, I think I understand the anguish and I think I understand what it is to be frustrated in love. Perhaps you could say more …
Welcome, sorry your here, as a lot of people say on these websites 😛
I have been dealing with cutting addiction for about two years now, and almost each time I tell myself it’s gonna be the last time, but it never is. It sucks I guess, but I love cutting. It’s my first love.
About your boyfriend, I don’t think it’s a good idea to have ties with someone who isn’t over there ex, if thats the issue you are talking about, but thats just my opinion. Maybe just explaining to him that you’re going to be here for him, no matter what problem he’s going through.