I think I’ve screwed up one too many times. My record will be ruined, all my future aspirations are thrown away. I’m too impulsive I can’t make the right decisions. I’m only 18 and i’ve fucked up too many times, I can’t live the rest of my life like this. There’s no fixing what I’ve done. My parents will never look at me the same again. I feel like i’m not meant to be here, ive hardly contributed anything to the world and I don’t know what i’m doing here. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, all I do is think about my purpose and my future. I see nothing.
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maybe my mistakes dont compares to yours but i feel the same pressure. ive done so many things and no one knows about them, you would think that it would make it better but it doesnt because it eats away at you faster. and you cant tell anyone, and you think that those looks have transformed that they know and you have to live your life in fear and pain. but i have to believe it gets better right? becasue how can someone go through so much and never be happy, just for a second a breath of air will touch your mind and hopefully it gives you the hope you need.
I can’t go through anything anymore.