I had an exit bag, but I didn’t have the helium so I just tried to slowly suffocate myself. I kept trying to focus and stick with it but I guess the panic got to me in the end, I don’t really remember. I could barely get up afterwards with a huge headache and a lot of dizziness and I threw up. I guess I’ll have to try harder next time or something else. I’m tired of the pain and I just want to die. I can’t even do that properly it seems.