i’m pretty pissed off right now, my sister just call me a fat ***** ( i just lost 25 kilos and still have 10 more to go, so i’m very sensitive about that right now i feel i cant to it anymore i want to give up on losing more)  i have just moved out of home and i come back for a night and she still treats me like i’m a pieace of shit i hate it, she will never know how much i hate her and one day i will be gone and she will think what happen i have toled her once.. she make me feel sad and angry but she dosent get it, she only think’s about herself, she is so self centered and if she dosent get her way she will cack the shits and yes she may be only 14 but thats old enough to know better..  and when i was living at home i could only be with her or hangout on her terms i’m so over it i dont ever wanna see her again or my family or friends… one of my friends went though something and i was there every fucking day with her and one other fiend and it seems she only sees what the other friend did, say she was there all the time i was there too and now i feel like i don’t even matter.  she put me in with this other friend who had a sleepover with her boyfriend and they were cuddling.  and she said they are two very close friends  i have. and the frist girl i talked about is number one, yes i’m jealous i mean i was there i have known you the longest we been though more but i’m over it now i have tried to hard with her, and not once did she ever ask how i was down the track as in now, and even if i did open up to her she would be like i have problems i went away somewhere im so over it i feel like i have no one.. well i do have no one.. i just want this all to be over with and end.
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im sorry. i really was never self conscious about my weight, so i cant really understand how that feels. your sister is a *****. there are those in this world whom you will encounter. the only thing you can do about them is ignore them.
yeah i think i’m going to do that i’m just not going to see her.
i know how you feel about being self conscious, i have struggled with that since i was ten. I finally got fed up and told anyone who had anything ot say about me, can pucker up and kiss my ass. and not seeing your sister may be for the best, and you should ignore her, she sads like a spoiled brat (no offense) and if my sister acted like that to me id tear her a new ass and atitude. And keep workingon losing those other 10 kilos! you can do it! dont give up because your sister is a self conscious *****.(again no offense) And remember this you needed your friends but they couldnt help you one day down the road they’ll need you again, persay maybe to bail them out of jail or something. All you do is say, No i needed you then but you couldnt help me but now your ass is in trouble and your asking me for help. i dont think so. bye! and walk away leave it at that. ive had it happen a couple times. and im hoping your sister will learn that blood is thicker than water and family is more important than anything, she will learn that one way or another. I wish you the best of luck!!!
thank you i’m really going to try and lose the last 10 kilos, and as for my sister i take no offense its all ture lol.
You know something else isnt fair about all of this. Everyone who brings you down to stew on your own self loathing of uslessness and shame are the same people that are doing well in life! I dont understand why. I dont get it. People who bring you down are the same people who get married and are happy with the way things are including making sure you are a POS. I know life isnt far I know that with the rest of you. But why do the people who take advantage of you have to come out looking clean and happy? I am guess this is what happening with your sisiter.
thats good to know!! try to stay positive it does wonders!!! and i hope you succeed in losing those last 10 kilos. for me i need to lose 10 lbs.
i don’t knwo how to transfer that in to kilos but i don’t think its that much, i’m sure you can do it 🙂 good luck