I’m 14 and as said on my profile I am suicidal. I’ve been depressed for years and now its beyond bad. My my dad cheated on my mom and is asking for aÂ divorce. I love my dad but I feel like he doesn’t care about me. Every time I talk to him he makes me cry. I also told some people about my problem but they all say that I need to go to the hospital. I sick of living the only reason I haven’t killed my self yet is because I’m scared to and I promised a friend I wouldn’t hurt myself.