General If First U Dnt Succeed Try Try Again by SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97 3/26/2011 written by SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97 3/26/2011 K so my plan for suicide didnt work but ive been tying nooses and this time ill make sure it works 25 comments 0 Email Related posts It hurts but I can’t cry for some... 10/16/2021 Protected: Ptsd 10/16/2021 ¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!.¡!¡!¡!¡!¡! 10/15/2021 I don’t understand myself either 10/15/2021 Don’t want to rot away in an elder... 10/15/2021 Sleeping pills 10/15/2021 bit by bit 10/14/2021 I HATE WINDOWS UPDATES 10/14/2021 Like a dying star 10/14/2021 attempts: what was going through your mind? 10/14/2021 25 comments social-outcast 3/26/2011 - 5:09 pm Do your parents and doctor know it was a suicide attempt? Log in to Reply SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97 3/26/2011 - 5:23 pm yes Log in to Reply Rocky90 3/26/2011 - 5:27 pm good luck Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/26/2011 - 5:35 pm And there leaving you alone to try again tonight? How old are you? I don’t mean to be blunt but is there anything we can do to talk you out of this or are you just posting to let people know you are trying again? I can’t talk you out of this as it’s your choice and i would be a hypocrite but you need to make sure this is the right decision for you. Log in to Reply broken1 3/26/2011 - 5:40 pm if your parents, & especially a doctor, is aware of an attempt; I don’t see how they would simply release you that soon, especially knowing your intentions. A hanging is not an accident. Anyone found in such a situation would be admitted to a hospital, I am pretty sure they would put you on a suicide watch or observe you for 72 hrs., something like that. Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/26/2011 - 5:42 pm @broken1 – thats what i thought. Log in to Reply SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97 3/26/2011 - 7:13 pm they just had me evaluated and said i was in good condition Log in to Reply blackqwert 3/26/2011 - 7:25 pm first you dont suceed then think about it Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/26/2011 - 7:31 pm In a few hours? @Blackqwert – totally agree Don’t do this, please give it a bit of time. Log in to Reply SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97 3/26/2011 - 7:36 pm ive tried i just cnt live anymore Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/26/2011 - 7:37 pm What have you tried? Log in to Reply SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97 3/26/2011 - 7:43 pm trying to stay longer Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/26/2011 - 7:45 pm How? Meds, counselor, talking to your parents, hospitalisation? I’m guessing you didn’t tell the whole truth while you were at hospital, if they knew you were still a risk you would be there. Log in to Reply SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97 3/26/2011 - 7:58 pm just my therapist and at school i didnt say i was gonna attempt again but i really wanna fucking die even though im 13 Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/26/2011 - 8:03 pm Age is irelevant, it’s the reason that you want to die that is important. You can do this though, i felt the same as you at 12 and 14 years later i’m still here. Can i ask if you want help to get better or do you want to be left alone? You can contact me by email if you like. Log in to Reply SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97 3/26/2011 - 8:08 pm u should read my post from last nite Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/26/2011 - 8:19 pm Your post from last night doesn’t tell me if you want help or to be left to kill yourself. Bullying? Whilst i agree your current bullies will soon be a thing of the past it can follow you. I was bullied through school, college and into adult life. You have the chance to be better than i ever was. All it takes is a bit of self esteem. Show those pricks you will not cower from them any more. The few times i’ve actually stood up for myself they have realised i can be just as much a ***** as them and its true that if you stand up to your bullies they will back down. There like animals that can sense weakness. Don’t let them win any more. If you kill yourself……they have won. Is that what you want? I read a story on line of a student in america who killed herself because of bullying and yet the person who caused it went to her funeral and laughed over her coffin. How sick is that? Is this what you want? Because they won’t feel any remorse, you need to show them you won’t stand for it any more. Sorry for the ramble i just hate bullies. Log in to Reply broken1 3/26/2011 - 8:28 pm I was bullied all the way up through high school. High school is temporary.. People who understand are rare. Make it one more day. Log in to Reply SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97 3/26/2011 - 8:51 pm i cnt i just wanna die Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/26/2011 - 9:03 pm Is bullying your only reason? I’m not trying to belittle you but if it is things do get better after school. It seems like forever while your there but you will get out and you will be able to continue with your life. Can you move schools? Please at least talk to your parents. Please, if your set on this it won’t hurt to try one last time would it? Log in to Reply SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97 3/26/2011 - 9:21 pm my parents arent home Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/26/2011 - 9:26 pm Wait until they are home. Try to distract yourself. What do you enjoy doing? Drawing, reading, listening to music, watching a movie or just making a house of cards. I need to go now but I hope to see you posting still tomorrow. My inbox is always open if you want to chat. Take care x Log in to Reply Ningyou 3/26/2011 - 11:00 pm Why don’t you just stop rushing and slow down? Why do you want to die? Bullying can’t be the sole cause of it. Have you even tried to get help? No, before that…. Do you even want help? Log in to Reply social-outcast 3/27/2011 - 7:02 am @ningyou – i keep asking the same question which hasn’t been answered. @SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97 – are you still here? From all of your posts i can see your a secretive person. You seem to find it hard to open up but i hope you find the strength to open up to your parents at least. I’m sorry but i can’t believe you told them how bad you feel and that your suicidal then they left you on your own. Then again i don’t know your situation, i’m not trying to call you a liar its just something i can’t comprehend. I will leave you alone now but think this through and i will respect your decision either way. Take care x Log in to Reply GoAskAlice 3/31/2011 - 1:43 am @SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97 : If you’re still here, may I ask how you plan on doing this? I’m only 14, but I understand the pain you’re gong through. If you ever wanna talk about anything, email me. I’d be glad to talk and help out. If you’re absolutely certain you want to go down this path (suicide) we can even maybe talk/share ideas… firstname.lastname@example.org I wish you the best, I hope you find happiness one way or another. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.